abusive.

bonjour,

i found it abusive for a man to call woman with inappropriate names or sayings...

example like bitch, slut, stupid, etc...

it's a mental abuse i must say...

men should protect women, make them feet safe...

say no to physical or mental abuse...

say yes to peace...

xoxo

suami.

bonjour,

suami bukan Tuhan. kalau suami langgar syariat ISLAM, langgar perintah , isteri berhak menegur, right?

jangan ingat hidup berpihak kepada kaum lelaki sahaja.

kamu mungkin lebih kuat fizikal daripada kaum perempuan tapi kalau tiada kaum perempuan, boleh kah kamu hidup?

jangan sombong bodoh sangat okeyh.

tak takut Tuhan ke hape duk main mainkan hati orang perempuan, pegi sana pegi sini dengan perempuan lain di belakang isteri sendiri?

tepuk dada tanya iman la nak masuk neraka ke syurga. up to you.sedar2 la sikit.

kalau tak sedar jugak, di mahkamah Tuhan, lu pandai2 la jawab dgn Tuhan sendiri.

perasan hebat nak berpoligami, kamu tu dah sehebat Rasulullah SAW ke dah konfiden sgt akan berlaku adil?

kalau si isteri pertama sampai terganggu mental, adil apa jadahnye? may God have mercy on you la beb.

aku dah taktau nak cakap ape. the fact that kau sedang menzalimi diri kau sendiri is pathetic.

- Dhamirah Razali

xoxo

The Muppets!

bonjour,


it's a gloomy Sunday but it helps me studying with calm...

watched The Muppets the other day and it was awesome!

i'm touched with the movie...

lot's of values that we can learn...





Malaysian movies should improve their movies in a sense of thinking and mentality...

instead of taking in the challenges, Malaysian movies should show how to overcome the challenges...

just like this movie, Kemit never give up to win his love, friendship and his fans ;)





thanks to you love for coming to Shah Alam and making me smile that night :)

i'll try to keep my smile always aite...

and thanks to dearest friend, Allia for accompanying me even for a while...

well next i gotta make my holiday plan comes true next year! :)


xoxo

lifeless.

bonjour,


life is full of meaning?

yeah, if you are willing to go out for an adventure...

if you just stay put and do the same routine then it's lifeless...

want to go on a journey like Julia Roberts did in Eat, Love and Pray...

is it dangerous to travel alone? maybe it is...

but it's like a once in a lifetime experience...






not all people are up to go anywhere with us...

who would always want to follow our lead...

we afraid to ask sometime or to invite them on a journey...

because we are scared they may say no...

and we want other person to do things for us because they love us..

they are willing to do so with open heart...

no need to ask, they just do it for us...

empty life, yes indeed...

better get use to it...


xoxo

11122011

bonjour,

it's 11th December today...

and it's supposed to be my mum's birthday...

but now she's gone so there's nothing to celebrate anymore...

except make a doa for her...

still remember when my late mum told others she wanted to go to London and had a Eurotrip...

others were like, "Tak payah la pegi lagi nanti tunggu Hidayah blaja sana"

and also the time when my late mum told others she wanted to buy me a car...

others said, "Tak payah la beli lagi kete kat Hidayah"

and lots more...

but now they realized my late mum did all that because she's about to leave the world soon...

that's why there's a purpose when a person takes an action...

and as far as i'm concern every actions that she did were for our best...

but of course others just don't listen...

Alhamdulillah she's able to fulfill her dreams...

Al-fatihah...

xoxo

flawless skin?

bonjour,

i don't have a nice flawless skin...

it gets on my nerves...

spend more money on it from now on...

pretty much cautious about it...

hurm, i wish i have enough money to have vitamin c injection...

xoxo

be great instead :)

bonjour,

ever heard of the saying,

GREAT minds discuss IDEAS,

AVERAGE minds discuss EVENTS,

SMALL minds discuss PEOPLE.

when i look around i see lots of people nowadays are having average and small mind...

yeah, they only think about which event should they go, and gossiping all the time...

and they wanna let the world know that they are cool by attending social events...

gossiping, comparing who are hot or not...

sometime i think i used to be the one who only think of events and people...

i start to think i should improve myself...

i want to be different, in a good way...

i don't want to settle for being average or small mind all the time, that just pathetic...

why do you have to follow the crowd anyway...

well, the leader also seems to focus more on events, concerts, etc instead of discussing ideas...

work hard, then you can have great things in life...

let's be better, think more on great ideas, be more matured and be responsible!

and focus on being great of course! shall we?! ;)

xoxo

move like jagger :)

bonjour,

addicted to this video...

can't post the video, it takes ages...

but do click the link and enjoy it!

Orlando Bloom showed his support to wife, Miranda Kerr...

Adam Levine was being sweet to his girlfriend, Anne Vyalitsyna...

for once, life is perfect when love is around ;)

xoxo

purchase time.

bonjour,

lately i always dream of my mum...

what's that mean?

final exam is coming up real soon...

i just have to give my best shot...

time passes by so fast right now...

only less than a month to finish 2011...

let's give our best shot today so that the future will be better...

i've registered to be a MAKNA volunteer... have you? ;)

p/s : i like the fact that you always text me "Good Morning"... but today i didn't get it... hope you already woke up, comot...

xoxo

dream bag 0_0

bonjour,

i always dream to have Louis Vuitton bags...

i like these the most...

they are cute, not too big, not too small, just nice...

this costs $800...

while this one costs $500...

love them! so i better save money to have at least one! ;)

p/s : Breaking Dawn was awesome! so did Little White Cafe macarons! yummy! :D

xoxo

travelling partner...

bonjour,

i miss my travelling partner...

yes my mum had always been my travelling partner...

i love to travel...

but now it's so hard to find people who can accompany me to travel...

i don't want to travel alone, that's dangerous...hurm...

p/s : datang bulan, exam makin dekat, so mudah tersentap...

xoxo

hectic -.-

bonjour,

hectic, tired, saturated...

Harimau Malaya won the match today...

though i didn't watch it, so not me...

don't know why i felt guilty if i watched the match instead of reading...

btw, i was impressed with my comot who decided to eat at a restaurant where we never tried before at KLCC...

something new for us, do that again! :)

xoxo

uneasy -.-

bonjour,

my grandma told me the other day that she wanted to buy a closet for me...

a big one to fit in a tiny room so that i can have my own wardrobe...

nice idea; every girls' dream to have their own wardrobe...

the uneasy part was, i had to pay...

she wanted me to have it but i had to pay?

i just felt uneasy with her lately because of the money issue...

she said she didn't have money and reminded me to save money...

but now she asked me to buy this and that for the house?

didn't she aware that i'm still studying?

and how many pound sterling do i have to spend on ACCA every semester?

and how i eat only cheap food everyday so that i can fulfill my wish sometime?

so this time i said no...

no wardrobe, i don't mind not having one now...

i have rights, that's my money and i deserve to decide what's best for me...

i have my own wish, my own desire on what i wanna buy too...

i don't have any parents to support me anymore...

at least she has two sons to support her...

what's the point am i studying ACCA if i don't know how to handle my own finance?

i save money for the future and i also save money to fulfill my wish...

with good investment you can have what you want, trust me :)

*Botanical Garden Putrajaya...

my roommate...

may we all finish ACCA successfully :)

xoxo

word of wisdom ~

bonjour,

Rasulullah bersabda: Akan timbul orang-orang di akhir zaman yang mencari keuntungan dunia dengan menjual agama,

mereka menunjukkan kepada orang lain pakaian yang dibuat dari kulit kambing,

berpura-pura zuhud dari dunia untuk mendapat simpati

orang ramai,

dan percakapan mereka lebih manis dari gula padahal hati mereka adalah hati serigala.

Mudah-mudahan kita dijauhkan. amin.

xoxo

takut.

bonjour,

luahan...

sikap takut dalam diri Melayu,

"tak perlu ambil banyak paper takut fail"

"nanti kena repeat, malu"

"ambil dulu 2 paper, takut fail'

diulangnya perkataan takut...

kalau kita yakin benda yang kita takut berlaku, maka berlakulah ia...

keyakinan perlu ada, tapi jangan terlebih...

ketakutan perlu ada, tapi juga jangan terlebih...

takut dengan kemajuan, pemikiran lapuk...

sampai bila2 akan mundur jika demikian...

usaha dahulu, baru tahu kemampuan...

ada rezeki berjaya semua usaha...

tak ada rezeki, kertas minima pun boleh gagal...

comot, accompany me to medicure and pedicure soon aite... i love you!

xoxo

smile :)

bonjour,

La Tahzan Innalaha Ma'ana

"dan janganlah kamu bersikap lemah

dan janganlah pada kamu bersedih hati

padahal kamulah orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya

jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman"

smile to the world...

love your life...

xoxo

a husband.

bonjour,

random...

treat your girl right! happy sunday everyone! :)

xoxo

don't give up!

bonjour,

owh yes! i was super tired with classes and tests lately...

but through all the hectic time one thing for sure, i felt content...

no matter how tired, busy and HUNGRY i was most of the time, but i can remain calm...

perhaps i am destined to do this... insyaAllah

it took me a while to discover what i really love doing even though the hints were all there before...

doing A Level for the past two years helped me finding my true self...

i never wanted to do medicine...

i realized i was living in denial two years ago by telling myself "I love Medicine"...

in fact during high school i was so determine to go night class for Principle of Accounting...

but i always find excuses to skip Science class...

sometime you traveled few wrong turns before you met the right one...

i never have regrets because experienced taught me well...

Ya Allah, i hope you give me the strength to pursue my dreams...

May Allah ease...

xoxo

dream of...

bonjour,

yeah i've been dreaming a lot...

and this time i dream of going to Bali...

take me there, please...

xoxo

good things. :D

bonjour,

i've been blessed with happiness so far...

lots of obstacles still but my heart feels much more relax...

Alhamdulillah...

GREAT trip!

GREAT show!

GREAT food!

Quote ;

me : you nak makan mana? sini ada Delicious Cafe, Tony Romas, kalo pegi dekat KLCC ada Hard Rock.

him : hurm. makan Hard Rock je la.

me : Hard Rock je. JE ek :P

good things come and go...

we have to fight to make sure that good things happen all the time...

the rest is up to Him to decide...

comot, let's count on more blessings from Him and let's grow wiser together...

at least now both of us are 21... ILY :)

xoxo

the brains.

bonjour,

Steve Jobs had passed away after battling pancreatic cancer...

too bad he was not a Muslim because he father is a Muslim...

know more about him here, here or here...

and yes he came from a genius breed and also produce genius generations...

"Stay hungry, stay foolish" - Steve Jobs

"Death is very likely the single best invention of life. it is life change's change agent. it clears out the old to make way for the new" - Steve Jobs

Success is a lousy teacher. It seduces smart people into thinking they can't lose. ~ Bill Gates

p/s : comot, see you!

xoxo

sedondon!

bonjour,

one of our wishes had been fulfilled ;)

i think Eid is almost over, finally...

got lots of plans coming right up!

can't wait!

:)


xoxo

better silent -.-

bonjour,

better silent than actually tell them...

it won't make any difference...

if i tell it won't fulfill my dreams...

one thing for sure, they already fulfill their dreams...

not happy with the news...

i better silent...

not worth of hurting my own feelings...

they don't care about my feelings...

i know where i stand now...

not the only choice anymore...

if i'm gone it won't be a problem to anyone...

xoxo

maturity volume II...

bonjour,

this is like the third week of Eid...

at my hometown i bet there's no more celebration of Eid...

but here in the west of Malaysia people are still busy throwing Eid celebration...

which means more delicious food to eat! :D

again this time after meeting lots of people and observing most of them, i can see there's still lack of maturity no matter how old we are...

i'm not saying that i'm matured enough but through them i can learn what NOT to do ;)

through FB we can see that most people that are loud are not necessarily handling the situation very well...

all they concern about is their egos, but not on how to settle the problem...

instead they are being mad all day and holding grudge...

at my hometown the old folks seem not trying to understand sometime how i feel...

they keep pushing me to do things that is out of my capability...

instead of asking me,

"How's your studies?", "Are you doing well?", "Is there anything we can do to help?"

they keep asking me,

"Bile nak balik?", "Tak elok la tinggalkan rumah", "Tolong la kemaskan rumah", "Balik la rumah, mak datang jenguk rumah"

these looks can hurt you no matter how close they are to you.

i mean WTH! they are not motivating me at all!

"Mak datang jenguk rumah"? i thought human souls are separated from our world...

and anyone who see anything similar to those who had gone are actually Satan...

they want to astray us for sure... (correct me if i'm wrong)

gosh! you are older than me, you should know better and help me go through hard times...

i argue a lot and becoming more defensive lately...

i become strict when answering the questions and i no longer smile...

they are maybe my family and older than me but what they did is not appropriate according to my style...

sorry for being rude but if i don't like it, i tell them how i feel... enough said...

now i'm starting my class already and ready to put all the negativity behind...

Loving a man is like loving a child; if you don’t correct them when they upset you.... they will never learn how to treat you with respect. - Quoted

btw, Malaysia vs Oman : 0-1 ;)

xoxo

tulang rusuk :')

bonjour,

Tulang rusuk Adam yang hilang, biarlah dia yang mencarinya sendiri. Hawa pula,

tunggulah dan bersabarlah, tak perlulah kamu yang mencari Adam. Kerana kamu tetap

tulang rusuknya yang hilang, dia akan datang mencarimu dan mengambilmu satu hari

nanti. Apa yang boleh kamu usahakan Hawa ialah berdoa agar Adam yang datang itu

adalah Adam yang beragama, beramal dengan agamanya dan punya akhlak yang

baik. Dengan kata lain dapat membimbing kamu ke jalan yang lurus untuk ke syurga. ♥ :D

xoxo

not surprised...

bonjour,

"I'm not surprised. The UN is a creature of the United States and the US is a

creature of Israel. The US will legalise every crime committed by Israel and the

UN will rubber stamp any US directive," said Dr Mahathir in a written statement yesterday.

Read more: Findings 'a joke', says Dr Mahathir http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/2masam/Article#ixzz1WobvcRAj

xoxo

being a mommy -.-

bonjour,

i saw this cute baby at an open house event yesterday...

so chubby and so cute!

i didn't know how to hold a baby to be honest...

so i only held her for a while because she started crying...

eee.... ngada nak dukung plak...

being a mommy is surely tough aite...

pregnancy is scare enough plus the giving birth moment is beyond scary...

that sacrifices a woman made are more than words can describe...

you people gotta appreciate woman after what she did...

no woman no life :)

*and she's only 3 months old ;p

xoxo

bye Ramadhan.

bonjour,

time to say goodbye to Ramadhan and hello to Syawal...

the Satan also has been released... -.-

but don't let them fool us...

let's keep our virtue strong... :)

many things happened this Ramadhan...

none of that i regret but i wish to make things better...

i've learnt that old folks also despite they are filled with Islamic knowledge, they are still not power through it yet...

i can see that some of them still mix up Islamic studies with something mystical...

it seems that some of them learn Islamic education just on surface and without deeper investigation...

let's learn from previous generation for a better generation...

i'm also trying to be a better Muslim, Insyaallah...

xoxo

homecoming -.-

bonjour,

homecoming didn't seem great so far...

i can't wait to return Shah Alam...

back to my everyday routines there which are much nicer...

too many pressure here, i can't handle it anymore...

so this Eid i don't do any preparation...

not in the mood since everybody is still in negative vibe...

faster come Eid, i wanna escape from this house ASAP -.-

xoxo

me? cooking?

bonjour,

i think it's time for me to learn cooking...

well, i'm not going to cook Malay dishes yet because it's quiet difficult...

i may start with my favourite food which are pasta and lamb based food...

pasta is pretty simple to cook, somehow i never learn how to do it because it's always my late mum who cooked it...

gotta put lots of cheese and tomato and the taste will be superb!

as for the lamb based food, well it's hard to find lamb here around Kota Bharu...

at Tesco sometime they only sell lamb shoulder...

i don't want the shoulder i want the whole meat...

i guess Malays don't really eat lamb that much even the tenderness and the juiciness are delicious!

i'm gonna take my time to learn cooking...

i'll try my best because i love to eat as well :D

p/s : orang cakap nak ambil hati suami dengan masakan kenalah belajar memasak dari mak mentua ;)

xoxo

-the last lecture-

bonjour,

i've just watched this inspiring video...

and i know most of people may not want to watch it maybe because it's quiet a long video and it's not something that involve entertainment...

but all of us should learn something from it...

through this video i can seem to relate myself to Randy Pausch...

when my late mom was sick, i can saw she has no spirit to live...

she knew that she's getting worse but she just sit there and did nothing...

and all other family members were supporting her depression...

i admitted at that moment i was like "WTF is wrong with you people! you are only giving her a negative vibe!"

we as a healthy person should teach her on how to move on, how to lead live properly and made everyday count before she got worse...

we should helped her to smile, laugh and able to do everyday routines without any worries...

but no, people back home was like "kesian kat mak. biarla dia duk uma tido. dia penat"

they came to our house and hospital giving a sad face because my late mum looked sad, and which could make her even more sad!

and now she's sleeping for good, and not waking up at all... owh you like that now???

yes i know death is not our business, it's all up to Allah...

i never blame Allah for taking her, i redha...

i'm just telling you the process of living live when we are still breathing...

and how people react negatively when our live is getting worse... that's not helping!

as we live, make it count, appreciate it, breathe as much as you can and pray a lot...

please, people take away this type of mentality from our community...

the world need more positive people...

xoxo

midterm exam -.-

bonjour,

i've got an exam tomorrow morning...

damn you exam! you take away all the joy -.-

tak suka le sume orang busy...

exam and chores make people forget how to look deeper into this beautiful life...no fun!

let it finishes ASAP and then i just want to relax...

will be going home soon, don't know if i should be trilled or not... hurm...

so i better plan something good for post raya celebration... ;)

till then all the best to all who are taking exam!

xoxo

owh challenges!

bonjour,

a week had passed since i updated my last post...

not in a mood to update my blog due to overwhelm feelings these few days...

i'd just got hit by a car...

Alhamdulillah i'm doing fine and only the bumper of my car was cracked...

that was my first time got hit by a car...

plus it's my new car, my very first time owning a car... (sentimental value)

a bit down when i thought about my late mom's last gift...

nowadays, i feel like a there's a huge responsibility on me to make sure that everything has to be in order...

when i got hit, i felt disappointed because things were not in order anymore...

sorry Mak, adik dah drive elok2... orang tu emergency break and hit me...

luckily the guy who hit me was 100% taking his responsibility...

i was truly touched by his responsible action...

Allah still loves me... He had helped me... He saved me...

He made a small challenge to me and i had to deal with it...

He didn't give me a huge accident and who knew i'll be dead and gone by now...

Alhamdulillah... i'm blessed...

xoxo

do you know?

bonjour,

i found this info on my friend's status...

and i was amazed...

Tahukah anda; bumi dilindungi oleh medan magnet yang sangat kuat dan menjadikannya mustahil bagi pesawat angkasa lepas untuk kembali semula ke Bumi kecuali melalui satu ruang selebar 2 kilometer yg hanya terdapat di Palestin, tempat berlakunya Isra' Mikraj...perkara ini disembunyikan oleh NASA selama ini..begitu juga perihalnya dengan laungan azan yang sememangya dapat didengari di angkasa lepas...Subhanaallah!

Subhanaallah...

xoxo

sahur...

bonjour,

i've missed sahur last night...

please wake me up this morning...

if not my stomach will grumpy the whole day...

second day is coming... :)

xoxo

the same...

bonjour,

things are still the same...

no progress than before...

how i'm tired of this...

tired of being the only one who fight...

it just not right anymore...

i should just stop trying so hard...

ya Allah, please make me strong...

xoxo

patience...

bonjour,

so it's been confirmed we'll be celebrating Ramadhan aite...

therefore, i have to start being extra patience...

now i guess my hormones are starting to imbalance...

you know that thing that girl will experience once a month...

hopefully i don't have to qadha my fasting for quiet a number of days...

foremost i have to be patience with my unstable feelings...

thinking of this Ramadhan my mum won't be around, that's tough...

lucky you guys who still got parents to wake you up for sahur and prepare food for breaking the fast...

last year Ramadhan didn't go that well either because my late mum had to take care of my sick relative...

in the end, she's the one who fell sick and it went on until she passed away...

so i really hope that this year even without her, i can go through Ramadhan with strong heart...

i just wish people will make each other happy even they are tired or busy during fasting season...

lebih pahala kan, kalau kita berbaik sesama manusia pada bulan yang murni ni...

because i wanna be happy and strong too, so please help me to feel that...

plus, the satan has been tied for this month, so it's only us now...

so if you are being bad that means that's your lust solely, you can't blame the satan no more...

therefore welcome Ramadhan, it's nice to met you again... :)

xoxo

stories on Sunday...

bonjour,

i've wanted to update few things...

but i've been so lazy lately...

i can't study since my books haven't arrived yet...

gosh! what took you so long?!

i've got to deal with my late mum's school ASAP ; got problems here and there...

hope Allah can guide me all the way and make me strong...

Ramadhan is coming tomorrow...

it won't be the same at all...

i just hope there won't be any difficulties this Ramadhan...

i just watched Nora Elena ; i know it's so yesterday...

i just wanna conclude :

Eid should not get jealous easily instead he who is going to be the leader in a family should man up and fight for his love one... he should NOT let Seth Tan won...

as for Seth Tan, he still a rapist and a rapist should be brought to trial and there should be a punishment... no matter how nice he is towards Elena, he just do that because he feels guilty... put yourself in her shoes, or think of any of your family member who has been raped, you also won't let him go that easily aite...

Elena should be honest at the beginning... if she's honest about her where about, Eid won't get mad easily... awak tu dah tunang orang dah nak kawen beberapa bulan lagi kot...

but yeah, we can learn how to be romantic from certain scenes in this drama... ;)

okay, that's all from Nora Elena... hehe

today i woke up with news regarding Khairul Fahmi and Elia...

hurm... one thing i learn from them is to be mature and face the challenges wisely...

people will always try to create stories, but we have to be strong as a couple...

but it's sad they give up everything they have just like that...

well, let's pray for happiness ahead...

let's count the blessings :)

Happy Fasting you guys!

p/s : comot, tengah siapkan projek uni tapi jangan lupa makan tau. sayang kat awak! :D

xoxo

Puisi Rangga

bonjour,

Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku
Kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku
Sepi, sepi dan sendiri
Aku benci

Aku ingin bingar
Aku mau di pasar
Bosan aku dengan penat
Dan enyah saja kau pekat
Seperti berjelaga
Jika ku sendiri

Pecahkan saja gelasnya
Biar ramai
Biar mengaduh sampai gaduh

Ah... ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang di tembok keraton putih
Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya
Biar terdera

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan
Belok ke pantai?

mungkin berlari tidak akan menyelesaikan masalah...

tapi ia dapat melegakan hati yang pedih...

xoxo

noob?

bonjour,

lately i've been seeing lots of people use the word "noob"...

newbie to something? newbie to the term noob as well maybe...

Noob is a slang term for a new person in a community, group, or video game, and especially on the internet (see internet slang). Noob is short for "newbie", another slang term that comes from the word "new". A noob usually means a bad player in a game, or someone who does not know the rules of a community. Being a noob is usually not a good thing.

Also, noob is used as the meaning "a person who does not know anything".

- Wikipedia.

well, orang Malaysia kadang2 panggil "jakun"...

or orang Kelantan panggil "darak"...

they are like "rusa masuk kampung" senang cerita...

i don't mind they want to try everything...

but worse is when they brag about it...

they tell everyone about their activities and sometime show off as if they are cool...

haiya, not nice... i can be jakun also sometime...

(please, don't follow that hidayah) *note to myself

hurm, newbie or not let just keep things low...

we experience things, share them at minimum level, don't brag and appreciate in heart...

be humble i guess is crucial in life :)

p/s: Black and Yellow! Black and Yellow! Go Tigers! :D

xoxo