Thursday, April 28, 2011

see you again. soon! :)


it's exam week...

and i'm trying be cool all the time...

trying to study consistently...

ignoring any heart breaks...

no more crying at night...*i hope so

but my weakness is i can't stop watching love stories, man! damn!

comot, be patient with me if i always seek for your attention...;)

it just that i miss you so much...

can't wait to see you again!!! i mean real soon!!! :)

and then i don't have to watch love movies again...

we can create our own love story! uwee!


Tuesday, April 26, 2011

rescuing hug :)


Twin girls, Brielle and Kyrie, were born 12 weeks ahead of their due date. Needing intensive care, they were placed in separate incubators.

Kyrie began to gain weight and her health stabilized. But Brielle, born only 2 lbs, had trouble breathing, heart problems and other complications. S
he was not expected to live.

Their nurse did everything she could to make Brielle’s health better, but nothing she did was helping her. With nothing else to do, their nurse went against hospital policy and decided to place both babies in the same incubator.

She left the twin girls to sleep and when when she returned she found a sight she could not believe. She called all the nurses and doctors and this is what they saw (refer to the picture above).

As Brielle got closer to her sister, Kyrie put her small little arm around her, as if to hug and support her sister. From that moment on, Brielle’s breathing and heart rate stabilized and her health became normal.

From then on, they decided to keep both babies together, because when they were together they kept each other alive.

And today they are 15 years old.


Strangers, again.


lots of messages that the director tries to show in this video...


stages in relationship???

well, we could say that there are always ups and downs no matter in a relationship or anything in life...

as a human being, we have to fight for the things we have no matter how tough the situation is...

remember how difficult you wanna own them at the first place...

so appreciate the things we have if you don't wanna lose them...

in relationship, don't walk away from problems...

stand there and fight till the end...

end the discussion right there and then...

then wrap up the whole things...

learn from the mistakes and never repeat them again...

whenever there's problem, no matter at which stage like in the video...

always pause, take a breath and remember the sweet moments you use to have...

that sparks and fireworks can actually soften your heart and face the problem really well...

"As we mature, the relationship matures with us" - Marshall, How I Met Your
Mother ;)


Saturday, April 23, 2011

Who Says?


tell me who says that???

You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge,
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got somethings,
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't wanna be anybody else

I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.

You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
Come on!

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect,
Who says you're not worth it,
Who says you're the only one that's hurting,
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty,
Who says you're not pretty,
Who says your not beautiful,
Who says.

It's such a funny thing,
How nothings funny when it's you.
You tell me whatcha you mean,
But they keep widing out the truth.
It's like a work of art,
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Who says you're not star potential,
Who says you're not presidential,
Who says you can't be in movies,
Listen to me, listen to me,
Who says you don't past the test,
Who says you can't be the best.
Who said,
Who said,
Would you tell me who said that,
Who said?


the winner stands alone.


to do this she needed to purify her soul,
and so she turned into four forces that always guided her :
love, death, power and time.
we must love because we are loved by God.
we must be conscious of death if we are to have proper understanding of life.
we must struggle in order to grow, but without falling into the trap of the power we gain through that struggle, because we know that power is worthless.
finally, we must accept our eternal soul is, at the moment, caught in the web of time with all opportunities and it's limitation.

-Paulo Coelho


Friday, April 22, 2011

study is tiring!


man, i'm tired of studying...

hehe... not that i wanna quit studies...

it's just that it is tiring aite...

i mean if you wanna be successful, own BMW, have 5 figured salary you have to work hard...

plus if you don't have education and job how you gonna get married?

as much getting married is fun, but how are you going to support your family wihout stable financial support?

some say that no money no honey... *ouch

nothing comes easy...

my trial is coming up and study week starts now...

i haven't finish studying yet though...puff!

and i've heard that the intake for new students is coming up real soon for FIA...

damn! i'll be surrounded with freshmen who still have high-school-mind...

i hope they don't brag about their previous school especially for MARA & SBP students...

i mean grow up... no need to show off... :P

*i know i'm not qualified to go MARA or SBF before this...whatever~

so as for new students, good luck!

FIA is going to be different from CAT...

hope you guys can catch up the lesson and finish within 7 months :)

and i also pray i can finish studies ASAP :D


Thursday, April 21, 2011

attention and motivation.


always hoping everyday will turn out better...

but i guess today is not the day...

my trial exam is closer...

i better find my own strength to face it...

yes, i need an attention and motivation now...

but i realize i'm not getting any of them...

now my mom is not around...

so nobody is going to give me any attention and motivation...

got a few conflicts around which i try to ignore...

yes, i want an attention and motivation...

somebody please give me some :(

p/s : if i runaway i bet nobody will ever care about it. maybe i should runaway.


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

being a girl is expensive.


damn! i missed one class this morning!

sokay, better work my ass off for trial exams next week!

tooooooooooooo many dramas in just one room...

gosh! grown up peeps!

you are not in high school anymore...

i better start to ignore these bullshit!

not worth of my time...

btw, i just bought new handbag!!!!

it's red and it's MNG!

it's CHANEL inspired...

well, to get my very own CHANEL now is impossible :P

i'm not going to put my handbag's picture here...

not yet... not until i'm officially using it ;)

i still want more stuff actually...

want more and more money! like seriously!

it's so hard being a girl!

it's very expensive to fulfill all the requirements of being a girl...

well, i better start study now!

got Islamic Studies quiz this evening...

may Allah ease :)


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Why Guys Love Girls


got this info from tumblr :)

Why Guys Love Girls:

1.The way they always smell good even if it’s just shampoo
2.The way they always find the right spot on our shoulder
3.How cute they look when they sleep
4.The ease in which they fit into our arms
5.The way they kiss you and make everything alright in the world
6.How cute they are when they eat
7.The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end its all worth while
8.The way they are always warm even if its minus 30 degrees
9.The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way she fishes for compliments even though you both know shes the most beautiful thing on this earth cute they are when they argue
12.How their hand always seems to find ours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see her name on the caller id after you’ve had a big fight
15.The way she says “lets not fight anymore” even though you know an hour later…
16.The way they kiss you when youve done something nice for her
17.The way they kiss you when you say”i love you”
18.Actually.. just the way they kiss you
19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then apologizing for crying over something that silly
21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way they apologize when it really does hurt (even though we dont admit it!)
23.The way they say “I miss you”
24.The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesnt hurt her anymore…Yet regardless whether you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them… it matters not.Because once in your life whatever they were to the world they become the world to you.When you look them in the eyes traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without a trace of sound you know that your own life is inevitably consumed with the rhythmic beatings of her very own heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of a mind, but of the heart. A feeling. Only felt.

owh really? wow!


Sunday, April 10, 2011

my study flow :)


ACCA qualification

that's the flow of my study...

i use to tell people i'm doing CAT...

but recently ACCA has offered something new...

they give us optioned whether to do FIA of CAT...

if you do FIA, you are compulsory to take only 3 papers and then you are going straight for ACCA...

if you want to do CAT, you gotta have 1 year of experience after finishing CAT then you can proceed to ACCA...

while working you can use the CA at the front of your name...

but i choose FIA because i wanna finish ACCA asap...

it is just a new regulation that ACCA has made...

then during ACCA i can still obtain Bsc Applied Accountancy Degree from Oxford Brookes University...

as soon as i finish ACCA, i'll get MBA as well...

i can use the status AC in front of my name after 3 works of experience...

i just wanna share this info...

because i realize that not everyone are familiar with this professional course...

especially among Malays...

everything sounds good to me...

insyaAllah everything goes well...

and i wish i can cope every challenges...

p/s : awak, cepatla balik sini ek... tak sabar nak meng-rafi... :)


Sunday, April 3, 2011

love & being loved :)


do you ever experience like smallest thing can make you smile the whole day?

even something goes wrong but when you are with the one you love, everything feel alright?

and every moment makes you realize that your love are getting stronger?

well, i've experienced that :)

last whole week, i spent lots of time with him...

even though i went out with my friend but i tagged him along...

and i feel so content, up until now :D

few things happened last week like :

i'd passed my T2, Information for Management Control paper!

gotta celebrate my birthday at Hard Rock Cafe after that...

did a cool body art *wink (love it!)

went to APACS Annual Gala Dinner 2011 at Sunway Hotel & Spa... :)

and he wore bow tie! uweeeeeeeeee :)

my very own chuck bass with his bow tie :)

i love you more and more!

let others be jealous...hehe