patience...

bonjour,

so it's been confirmed we'll be celebrating Ramadhan aite...

therefore, i have to start being extra patience...

now i guess my hormones are starting to imbalance...

you know that thing that girl will experience once a month...

hopefully i don't have to qadha my fasting for quiet a number of days...

foremost i have to be patience with my unstable feelings...

thinking of this Ramadhan my mum won't be around, that's tough...

lucky you guys who still got parents to wake you up for sahur and prepare food for breaking the fast...

last year Ramadhan didn't go that well either because my late mum had to take care of my sick relative...

in the end, she's the one who fell sick and it went on until she passed away...

so i really hope that this year even without her, i can go through Ramadhan with strong heart...

i just wish people will make each other happy even they are tired or busy during fasting season...

lebih pahala kan, kalau kita berbaik sesama manusia pada bulan yang murni ni...

because i wanna be happy and strong too, so please help me to feel that...

plus, the satan has been tied for this month, so it's only us now...

so if you are being bad that means that's your lust solely, you can't blame the satan no more...

therefore welcome Ramadhan, it's nice to met you again... :)

xoxo