fulled! :p

bonjour,

my tummy is already fulled...

i haven't ate since morning actually...

no appetite since my mind is fulled of negativity...

but now i think i can relax for a bit...

i think i've PMS due to mood swing today...hurm...

handling with PMS is tiring and maybe that's why i'm overwhelmed today...

i have exam next week and i'm freaking out!

my mind is not fulled with the knowledge yet i guess...

i'm worried like seriously!!!

i gotta be strong and face this on my own...

handling with tumble emotions is tough enough...

let's fill in my heart with faith...

make them fulled too so that i am optimistic about life...

just like in Kung Fu Panda 2, Po find his inner peace...hee

okay, time to focus now and make my paper fulled with great answers... :D

life is full of colors, appreciate it while you still can :)

xoxo

if i lay here...

bonjour,

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

this sing is so deep...

it shows that love is just more than just saying I Love You...

you have to prove your love...

action always speaks louder than words :)

it also states there that when in relationship we only need each other no one else...

together go through the pain and happiness...

owh sweet!

xoxo

hometown.

bonjour,

hometown is supposed to be a place where childhood begins...

it's a family place where everyone are concerned about each other...

that's why it's called HOME...

but now i don't feel like KB is my home anymore...

not just i lost my mom, but i also lost most of my relatives and close friends...

at this time being, people are showing their ego and being selfish...

i can still handle people ignoring me even it hurts like hell...

but i can't stand when they ignoring my grandma!

how dare you breaking her heart!

during happy times, you came tagging along and had fun with us...

whenever you need help you came to us and we'll help you...

and this is how you repay us???

not a single phone call or even a quick minute to stop by at the house and say hello to her???

can you at least help her to overcome her grief???

sokay, tok che... this june you'll be staying in Mersing...

that's where your son will take care of you 24-7... *hope so

it also helps you to face the fact that your daughter is now gone...

you have to move on....

forget others that don't give a damn about you...

we can't depend on them anymore...

we still have Allah...

everything will be fine :)

xoxo

*craving =_=

bonjour,

i can't focus on studies now...

so i'm taking 5 and in a mean time i search for great food :)

i love eating! i adore art culinary!

i don't have the talent to make great food...

somehow i love baking instead of cooking...

because cooking is pretty much fussy :P

i'll learn how to cook soon, just give me time...

well, i realize people's new addiction is macaron!

i love macaron too! it tastes sweet!

but of course i can handle the sweetness since i'm a Kelantanese (who is famous for eating sweet food)

i better start learning how to bake macaron because it's quite pricey for small thing :P

i wanna eat dessert so bad!

maybe it's because i'm stressing out with studies lately...

and if you spell stressed backwards it stated desserts ;)

i usually search for rating of restaurants at this blog, Eat Drink KL...

very helpful i must say and i aim to eat at Levain next time actually...

maybe it's because i wanna taste more macarons again!

i also want more cakes, tarts, chocolates, etc..you name it...puff!

interesting aite :)

*drools

okay, maybe i should stop searching for food now...

they are making me hungry =_="

comot, desserts date yar soon :)

xoxo

mind on my own...

bonjour,

study week has just started and it's actually creeping me out!

i just wanna do the best in exam but at the same time able to handle other stuff as well...

as for now i'm looking for a room to rent around UiTM Shah Alam...

i want it to be safe as i bring car, nicely furnished and reasonable price....

i don't want it to be far away from UiTM...

that'll bring an excuse not to come to class...

all my friends have their own choices to find their places...

fine by me because everyone has their own minds...

it's better not being someone who only tag along the way with others...

you've got to make your own decisions and not being scared for sure...

i'm not being high maintenance but i've got to admit i'm a bit fussy...

it just that i think too much since i have car that i have to take care of...

it's my mom last gift and brings lots of sentimental values to me...

people may not get it, never mind...

i prefer a land house or condo with good security...

but it's hard to meet my criteria...

sokay, now i'm on my own searching for my own place...

anyway, i'm always on my own...

but at least i've mind on my own instead of just following others' tails...

xoxo

with you...

bonjour,

today me & him & my ruumie went to The Mines...

it was an unplanned visit since being in the college seems dull today...

so i went to kidnap him and watched The Priest...

then we went to have Tutti Frutti! Yay!

finally, he went to Tutti Fruitti with me...

he usually say no when i asked him to have Tutti Fruitti...

but not today and he said it tasted good!

so we can go again next time ;)

i feel alive today...

when you are around i feel safe and happy...

everything is alright whenever i'm with you...

now i have the mood to study for exam... hee...

xoxo

adorable, aren't they?

bonjour,

i like Pique & Shakira!

they are adorable!!!

nak buat baju cmni jgk le, bley?

not afraid to show the world they are sweet lovey dovey couple :P

being supportive...awwwhhh

so sweet!

p/s : i realized comments are missing on my last post. am i dreaming that there are comments or they really are disappearing? hurm...

xoxo

IKEA Date :)

bonjour,

super tired this weekend...

but i've got to spend time with him, i mean quality time ;)

your trip to IKEA is not completed if you don't have this :P

and then we watched Fast 5 again!!!

yeah, the movie is super awesome, that i just can't get enough of watching :)

after that he bought me a locket!!!

finally i got my dream locket! thanks to you!

better find a good picture to print so that i can stick in the locket...

now can we post about 7 Things & change our profile picture (sweet one) comot? :P

xoxo

woman ;)

bonjour,

Woman was made from the rib of man,

She was not created from his head to top him,

Nor from his feet to be stepped upon,

She was made from his side to be close to him,

From beneath his arm to be protected by him,

Near his heart to be loved by him

xoxo

make me better :)

bonjour,

i've just got my trial result today...

i felt like calling my mom as soon as i got the result just now...

"Mak, adik dapat highest T5 dalam kelas!"

but then i stopped and stared at my phone...

and then i realized she's not here anymore...

so weird not to be able to share my updates with her...

we talked everyday and she's the one who really supported me in doing CAT/ACCA...

other family members still are not sure about the course, they can only see medicine as what i should be taken... bluerrggghh! *as if they are doctors..wth!

ever since i was a kid i would be like,

"Mak, adik dapat nombor 1 dalam kelas!

"Mak, adik dapat anugerah!"

"Mak, adik fail biologi"

"Mak, adik dapat hadiah kat perhimpunan hari ini"

and then now, when my life is about to change (for better), she's just gone...

hurm... who am i to decide that, God knows best...

if i excel in studies she'll be like,

"Alhmdulillah, nanti mak hadiahkan ****"

"Alhamdulillah, nanti habis exam kita pegi holiday"

if i fail,

"Tak ape, mak tahu adik usaha. Nanti boleh baiki lagi"

"Tak ape, hidup ni panjang lagi. Ada je rezeki kita kat mane2"

she's always positive you know...

i should focus on the finals...

the results i got just now were only trials... *a booster to work harder though

hurm... sokay, i'll be better each day... insyaAllah...

i should just appreciate every moment now...

Eat, Pray & Love :)

and owh yar, i bought The Memoirs Of Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad...

inspiring successful story...*suddenly fell motivated ;)

thanx to him, for accompanying me watching Fast 5 and buying the biography...

p/s : craving for IKEA meatball... and i want that innocent looking blue angry bird, comot :)

xoxo

mom's love remains :)

bonjour,

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood (mama),
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

when everybody starts to pack and leave college for home...

i don't feel anything about it...

because a house is not a home when your love one is gone...

i have no strong reason (except for my grandma) to stay home for a long time...

my mom is not there anymore, so what's the point of going home...

i just have to keep my spirit alive so that i'm able to be stronger each day...

because of my late mom, i'm drove with this motivation to pursue my dreams...

no one believes in me more than she does...

i love her...

and mom's love remains...

Happy Mother's Day...

xoxo

dream of wedding ;)

bonjour,

no matter it's a royal or not royal wedding, still girls love wedding :)

there's no doubt about that...

when The Royal Wedding William & Kate showed live on TV, i can say the TV room was full with girls from my college...

we gotta watch the wedding dress, who knows we may get inspired for our own wedding dress...

we like to see the decoration of the halls...

if Malay wedding, we girls like to see the pelamin, hantaran, etc... (yeah, we dream a lot!)

besides the flower girls (or boys) gotta be so cute in their formal outfit...

this official picture for The Royal Wedding shows a little girl clutching, a fuzzy neon pink wiggly worm...

it was said she's actually was scared with the roar of crowd during carriage ride...

and Prince Harry gave it to her and she started to laugh and refused to give it back...

owh so sweet of Harry! :P

her dress is cute aite...

and also we like to see the wedding pictures...

it is once in a lifetime experience so the pictures have to be great!

fine, call us crazy for thinking about it too much...

but it's beautiful thing, don't you wanna experience it? :P

i don't want a ROYAL prince, i just want LOYAL prince ;)

p/s : counting the days... can't wait to meet him... :)

xoxo

you're just scared.

bonjour,


America, you're just scared...

scared of their braveness...

you think by killing Osama bin Laden, others will stop attacking you?

owh please! those people won't stop fighting for their rights...

Obama, i thought you have promised to make a change...

but you are just like other presidents with their own agendas...

you said, "Justice has been done"...

i guess that's what all Muslim is aiming now...

we'll get the justice one day...

just wait and see...


p/s : i bet American are nice. it just the American politics are sucked! well overall politics are sucked! you can never trust them...


xoxo

heart & action.

bonjour,

"The ability to have thoughts and not act on them is what seperates man from beast."

-Gossip Girl, Season 4, Episode 11

we all learn that we should set the right intention before doing things...

if you don't have a good heart that's when bad things happen...

if you ever thought of commit crime, think of going to jail...

if you wanna declare war, think of killing innocent people...

if you have thought cheating on your love one, think of losing your love one forever and you may never find great love anymore...

just think before you act...

you can't rewind the time and you may just live your life with regrets...

think of your love one when your heart come across of doing something...

is it what your are about to do is going to hurt your love one?

if put in your relationship at risk is what you wish for, you may never find happiness...

animal may do things without thinking...

but somehow i believe they still can show love in millions way...

we should be better than them...

so again, set a your heart straight and act wisely :)

have a lovely day! :D

xoxo