fulled! :p

bonjour,

my tummy is already fulled...

i haven't ate since morning actually...

no appetite since my mind is fulled of negativity...

but now i think i can relax for a bit...

i think i've PMS due to mood swing today...hurm...

handling with PMS is tiring and maybe that's why i'm overwhelmed today...

i have exam next week and i'm freaking out!

my mind is not fulled with the knowledge yet i guess...

i'm worried like seriously!!!

i gotta be strong and face this on my own...

handling with tumble emotions is tough enough...

let's fill in my heart with faith...

make them fulled too so that i am optimistic about life...

just like in Kung Fu Panda 2, Po find his inner peace...hee

okay, time to focus now and make my paper fulled with great answers... :D

life is full of colors, appreciate it while you still can :)

xoxo

if i lay here...

bonjour,

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

this sing is so deep...

it shows that love is just more than just saying I Love You...

you have to prove your love...

action always speaks louder than words :)

it also states there that when in relationship we only need each other no one else...

together go through the pain and happiness...

owh sweet!

xoxo

hometown.

bonjour,

hometown is supposed to be a place where childhood begins...

it's a family place where everyone are concerned about each other...

that's why it's called HOME...

but now i don't feel like KB is my home anymore...

not just i lost my mom, but i also lost most of my relatives and close friends...

at this time being, people are showing their ego and being selfish...

i can still handle people ignoring me even it hurts like hell...

but i can't stand when they ignoring my grandma!

how dare you breaking her heart!

during happy times, you came tagging along and had fun with us...

whenever you need help you came to us and we'll help you...

and this is how you repay us???

not a single phone call or even a quick minute to stop by at the house and say hello to her???

can you at least help her to overcome her grief???

sokay, tok che... this june you'll be staying in Mersing...

that's where your son will take care of you 24-7... *hope so

it also helps you to face the fact that your daughter is now gone...

you have to move on....

forget others that don't give a damn about you...

we can't depend on them anymore...

we still have Allah...

everything will be fine :)

xoxo

*craving =_=

bonjour,

i can't focus on studies now...

so i'm taking 5 and in a mean time i search for great food :)

i love eating! i adore art culinary!

i don't have the talent to make great food...

somehow i love baking instead of cooking...

because cooking is pretty much fussy :P

i'll learn how to cook soon, just give me time...

well, i realize people's new addiction is macaron!

i love macaron too! it tastes sweet!

but of course i can handle the sweetness since i'm a Kelantanese (who is famous for eating sweet food)

i better start learning how to bake macaron because it's quite pricey for small thing :P

i wanna eat dessert so bad!

maybe it's because i'm stressing out with studies lately...

and if you spell stressed backwards it stated desserts ;)

i usually search for rating of restaurants at this blog, Eat Drink KL...

very helpful i must say and i aim to eat at Levain next time actually...

maybe it's because i wanna taste more macarons again!

i also want more cakes, tarts, chocolates, etc..you name it...puff!

interesting aite :)

*drools

okay, maybe i should stop searching for food now...

they are making me hungry =_="

comot, desserts date yar soon :)

xoxo

mind on my own...

bonjour,

study week has just started and it's actually creeping me out!

i just wanna do the best in exam but at the same time able to handle other stuff as well...

as for now i'm looking for a room to rent around UiTM Shah Alam...

i want it to be safe as i bring car, nicely furnished and reasonable price....

i don't want it to be far away from UiTM...

that'll bring an excuse not to come to class...

all my friends have their own choices to find their places...

fine by me because everyone has their own minds...

it's better not being someone who only tag along the way with others...

you've got to make your own decisions and not being scared for sure...

i'm not being high maintenance but i've got to admit i'm a bit fussy...

it just that i think too much since i have car that i have to take care of...

it's my mom last gift and brings lots of sentimental values to me...

people may not get it, never mind...

i prefer a land house or condo with good security...

but it's hard to meet my criteria...

sokay, now i'm on my own searching for my own place...

anyway, i'm always on my own...

but at least i've mind on my own instead of just following others' tails...

xoxo