Friday, April 30, 2010

tagged by fadhli

Rules: It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.


1. What is your name : hidayah
2. A four letter word : hope
3. A boy's name : henry =p
4. A girl's name : hillary ( all mat salleh's name..hahahaha..)
5.. An occupation : horticultirist (dunno what it is)
6. A color : hazel
7. Something you'll wear: hilfiger (yeah!)
8. A food : HONEY :)
9. Something found in the bathroom: hairspray
10. A place : HAMBURG
11. A reason for being late : hairdressing.... :PP
12. Something you'd shout : HATE YOU!!! (only when i'm mad....)
13. A movie title : High School Musical....heeeeee
14. Something you drink : hot chocolate

15. A musical group : hoobastank
16. An animal : hamster... (MR.FLUFFY)
17. A street name : hidayah street (jalan hidayah...it's in kb kay=p )
18. A type of car : HUMMER
19. Title of a song : hello by beyonce...(:


that would be all...


xoxo

Sunday, April 25, 2010

my weekend ((:



bonjour,

this weekend i spent most of my time just around my college area...

saturday morning,

had breakfast with fadhli at bistro...

meanwhile we discussed about IMU interview's question...

gosh! the questions were pretty TOUGH...!

while at night, we hang out at bistro again...(well, that's the closest restaurant)

but this time it was not about interview anymore...

that night, it's about MANCHESTER UNITED!

yeah, MU won 3-1....!


sunday morning,

had breakfast with fadhli at McD...





mccmuffin is the best....!!

this time i had tea instead of coffee...nice...(:

at noon, my cousin fetched me and we went to OU...

all the way to OU for the sake of shoes...

not high heels or boots...

but court shoes for the INTERVIEW....!

somehow i like it...=)








(that's the shoes....heeeee.....)


then we had lunch...

i only ate chilly cheese fries...(trying to reduce FAT consumption by not eating burger..haha)






then i headed back to my college...

and continue with my BIOLOGY ASSIGNMENT...(how nerdy is that...:PP)



xoxo












Thursday, April 22, 2010

-i need you-

bonjour,


yesterday i need you,

today i need you,

tomorrow i'll need you too, that's for sure...

but somehow right now,

i need you more than anything...

you may not know about this,

you may not realize how much i need you,

how can you now,

i never told you so...

you take care of me everyday,

somehow today i need more of your attention...

i wish you are here with me now,

because that comforts me...






xoxo

Saturday, April 17, 2010

-c'est la vie-

bonjour,



why is it so hard for me to achieve cut off point 12...?
why is the IMU interview is tough...?
why it is tough to be a doctor...?
why is life seems so hard...?

why do other people get to study abroad after only 1 year foundation...?
why do some people do not have to do any foundation, but they still can study abroad...?
why do some people get to spend 5 years study abroad instead of people like me who maybe spending 2 1/2 years only...?

you know that i'm SUPER ENVY with those who get to depart to their favorite university earlier than me...

people never knew how much i want to pursue my study abroad...
doing medicine 5 years straight oversea...

some people, it's not even their dream to study abroad, but they got the offer and they just took it...
and now i am the one who have to stay in malaysia, going to watch them living in my own dreams....!

and then they upload their pictures...
show to everyone where they have been travelling...
EUROPE, USA, etc...
and that make me even more jealous!!!!!!!!!!!

my mum said, "Adik, you have been travelling to those places before. you've been there before they did. you should be grateful."

i should remember what my mum said all time...
but what can i do, i am still jealous... :(



london...


old trafford stadium...


barcelona...



rome...



paris...

(thanx mum for the trip...)


worst part of all, if i get to pursue my study abroad, nobody is going to wave me goodbye at the airport...(except for my family and close friends...)
it just that most kids who sit for a level (same batch as i am), will depart much more earlier than i am...!

last flight out...how sad... :(




xoxo

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

suddenly i see....


bonjour,

just wanna upload pictures of the things that i see, taste and heard of...(well, sort of) :DD

via nikon D5000


One path alone leads to a life of peace : The path of virtue.




Good communication is as stimulating as black coffee, and just as hard.





“Who knows how long I've loved you, you know I love you still. Will I wait a lonely lifetime? If you want me to I will.”

The Beatles quote




Il n'y a qu'un bonheur dans la vie, c'est d'aimer et d'être aimé.
(There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.)



P/S: my blog has been a month old...(:




xoxo..

Sunday, April 11, 2010

through my lens...

bonjour,

a brief trip to my hometown...
bring a new spirit for me to stay alive...


















now that i can see...
the light of shining star...(:


via nikon D5000


xoxo

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

My Name Is Hidayah...(:


bonjour,

nothing much to talk about...
suddenly i feel like talking about my own name...hahaha...
well, someone told me he likes my name...
okay, thanx hon...=)



well, i don't have nickname...
except for pet name like "Honey", "Sayang", "Adik" or "Che Hidayah"...
which i don't think can do any harm to my real name...
i'm okay with this pet name, feel much more friendly to be called that way...(by special someone only, okay =)....)

but then i don't prefer if people try to alter my name...
you know people tend to shorten the word "HIDAYAH"...
seriously, i prefer to be called HIDAYAH...
not "Dayah", "Cek Yah",etc...
it just that i believe my name have special meaning...
my mom said, if we alter our name, it's like we alter the beautiful meaning of the name...
here i just wanna share the real meaning of my name...

Hidayah (Arabic: هداية‎) is the Arabic word for present or gift. The name also means very mean. In Islamic context, it means guidance and leadership as given by Allah. - wikipedia

so next time you see me, call me HIDAYAH kay...
hehehe...

xoxo






Sunday, April 4, 2010

it's all about us....(:

bonjour,

When I look At You I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars Hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I Know I'm Not Alone.

sunway pyramid...


lunch at gasoline...

it's him...


they make the best chicken chop...;p





it's me...







watching two movies in one day...
daybreakers: erk...the faces are scary...
it's complicated: hilarious!!
got new black headband from forever 21...(:

xoxo

Friday, April 2, 2010

Friends Forever (:

bonjour,

i had tough time here nowadays...
everyday, all the time...
someone said i need to chill...
maybe i should...
but that's the toughest part...
telling yourself that everything would be fine...
but somehow they keep motivating me...




i wish my girls, zanabian, SABAK BERNAM are here with me now...
they know me best...
we would do anything to make each other happy...





i don't have to say much...
through my voice, they knew something is wrong...
i have tough time now...
because i could not find anyone like them here...
i don't have anyone that can lent me their shoulders to CRY on here...
no one here that can put up with my TEMPERAMENTAL attitude...
i'm already tired of crying every night...



sometime i feel like nobody do care about me here...
maybe i don't belong here...
or maybe ALLAH just wanna test me...
HE set me a challenge to make me stronger...
at one point, you know that you can't depend on anyone to survive...


AL-FATIHAH to Athirah's dad who had passed away recently...


xoxo

p/s: sorry i couldn't find buban's picture...





Thursday, April 1, 2010

5 things your boyfriend won't tell you



~We like being "the boyfriend".
For most part guys like being in love as much as girls do.

~We don't like when you pull away from us.
So once you've landed your guy, don't keep playing hard to get, instead let him know that you are happy you were caught.

~We want our friends to like you...not like you.
We just cab't handle the thought of losing you, to one of our friends because if that happens we lose our girl, one of our boys and big chunk of our egos.

~ We want you to like, but not love our friends.
Obviously we don't want you ditching us to be with one of our buddies.

~We worry that YOU will dump US.
When we like you, we like you and that's all there is to it.


Are these really true....?
hurmmm......

xoxo