Wednesday, February 23, 2011

i'm like chuck bass?



bonjour,


i'm like chuck bass?

no, i'm not a boy...

and i'm definitely not rich...

but he resembles my life a lot...

he was left by his mom since he was a kid...

well, i was left by my dad since i was a kid...

he lost his dad in car accident...

i lost my mom due to hepatitis...

he is the only child, so do i...

he has to handle all his father's assets on his own...

i have to handle or my mom's asset (not as much as his for sure) on my own...

he always working to make his late father proud of him...

i'm studying my ass off doing CAT/ACCA to make my late mom proud...

he doesn't further his studies in business instead continue his father's business...

i'm not a professional accountant yet (insyaAllah one day) but i am my very own personal accountant handling every penny i have now... (because i'm not that rich)

he was deeply emotional when his dad died, but didn't express it instead he got drunk...

i was emotional when my mom died until i fell asleep and wasn't in the mood to handle all the guests coming to my house that day...

he hold to what he has now so tight and don't wanna lose it because i know he can't handle losing anymore...so do i...






nothing much like chuck bass, but now i understand more about losing the one i love not just anybody by a parent...

and now i'm on my own like chuck bass, guiding myself each day and do all the responsibilities on my own...

i won't sigh or take this as a burden, instead everyday i wake up and i'm ready to face any challenges...

because i've already handled bigger challenge before...


xoxo






2 comments:

  1. you r such a strong women dear..=)

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  2. still try to be much stronger everyday :)

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