make me better :)

bonjour,

i've just got my trial result today...

i felt like calling my mom as soon as i got the result just now...

"Mak, adik dapat highest T5 dalam kelas!"

but then i stopped and stared at my phone...

and then i realized she's not here anymore...

so weird not to be able to share my updates with her...

we talked everyday and she's the one who really supported me in doing CAT/ACCA...

other family members still are not sure about the course, they can only see medicine as what i should be taken... bluerrggghh! *as if they are doctors..wth!

ever since i was a kid i would be like,

"Mak, adik dapat nombor 1 dalam kelas!

"Mak, adik dapat anugerah!"

"Mak, adik fail biologi"

"Mak, adik dapat hadiah kat perhimpunan hari ini"

and then now, when my life is about to change (for better), she's just gone...

hurm... who am i to decide that, God knows best...

if i excel in studies she'll be like,

"Alhmdulillah, nanti mak hadiahkan ****"

"Alhamdulillah, nanti habis exam kita pegi holiday"

if i fail,

"Tak ape, mak tahu adik usaha. Nanti boleh baiki lagi"

"Tak ape, hidup ni panjang lagi. Ada je rezeki kita kat mane2"

she's always positive you know...

i should focus on the finals...

the results i got just now were only trials... *a booster to work harder though

hurm... sokay, i'll be better each day... insyaAllah...

i should just appreciate every moment now...

Eat, Pray & Love :)

and owh yar, i bought The Memoirs Of Tun Dr Mahathir Mohamad...

inspiring successful story...*suddenly fell motivated ;)

thanx to him, for accompanying me watching Fast 5 and buying the biography...

p/s : craving for IKEA meatball... and i want that innocent looking blue angry bird, comot :)

xoxo

mom's love remains :)

bonjour,

Back then I didn't know why,
Why you were misunderstood (mama),
So now I see through your eyes,
all that you did was love

Mama I love you, Mama I care,
Mama I love you, Mama my friend,
You're my friend

when everybody starts to pack and leave college for home...

i don't feel anything about it...

because a house is not a home when your love one is gone...

i have no strong reason (except for my grandma) to stay home for a long time...

my mom is not there anymore, so what's the point of going home...

i just have to keep my spirit alive so that i'm able to be stronger each day...

because of my late mom, i'm drove with this motivation to pursue my dreams...

no one believes in me more than she does...

i love her...

and mom's love remains...

Happy Mother's Day...

xoxo

dream of wedding ;)

bonjour,

no matter it's a royal or not royal wedding, still girls love wedding :)

there's no doubt about that...

when The Royal Wedding William & Kate showed live on TV, i can say the TV room was full with girls from my college...

we gotta watch the wedding dress, who knows we may get inspired for our own wedding dress...

we like to see the decoration of the halls...

if Malay wedding, we girls like to see the pelamin, hantaran, etc... (yeah, we dream a lot!)

besides the flower girls (or boys) gotta be so cute in their formal outfit...

this official picture for The Royal Wedding shows a little girl clutching, a fuzzy neon pink wiggly worm...

it was said she's actually was scared with the roar of crowd during carriage ride...

and Prince Harry gave it to her and she started to laugh and refused to give it back...

owh so sweet of Harry! :P

her dress is cute aite...

and also we like to see the wedding pictures...

it is once in a lifetime experience so the pictures have to be great!

fine, call us crazy for thinking about it too much...

but it's beautiful thing, don't you wanna experience it? :P

i don't want a ROYAL prince, i just want LOYAL prince ;)

p/s : counting the days... can't wait to meet him... :)

xoxo

you're just scared.

bonjour,


America, you're just scared...

scared of their braveness...

you think by killing Osama bin Laden, others will stop attacking you?

owh please! those people won't stop fighting for their rights...

Obama, i thought you have promised to make a change...

but you are just like other presidents with their own agendas...

you said, "Justice has been done"...

i guess that's what all Muslim is aiming now...

we'll get the justice one day...

just wait and see...


p/s : i bet American are nice. it just the American politics are sucked! well overall politics are sucked! you can never trust them...


xoxo

heart & action.

bonjour,

"The ability to have thoughts and not act on them is what seperates man from beast."

-Gossip Girl, Season 4, Episode 11

we all learn that we should set the right intention before doing things...

if you don't have a good heart that's when bad things happen...

if you ever thought of commit crime, think of going to jail...

if you wanna declare war, think of killing innocent people...

if you have thought cheating on your love one, think of losing your love one forever and you may never find great love anymore...

just think before you act...

you can't rewind the time and you may just live your life with regrets...

think of your love one when your heart come across of doing something...

is it what your are about to do is going to hurt your love one?

if put in your relationship at risk is what you wish for, you may never find happiness...

animal may do things without thinking...

but somehow i believe they still can show love in millions way...

we should be better than them...

so again, set a your heart straight and act wisely :)

have a lovely day! :D

xoxo