my study plan.

bonjour,

i applied for study grant today, don't want to have high hope but pray i'll get it...

then we receive this small paper about study plan and what's our goal...

well, of course i always pray to pass all papers ASAP, insyaAllah...

so that i can work ,indulge myself and improve the society...

then i think i wanna further my master, do MBA perhaps...

my friend told me to do master together with hubby once we got married...

much more easier that way because we can get moral support from the spouse...

so can we further master abroad or any world ranking university after we got married, dear hubby?

having master can improve our lifestyle especially once we have kids...

i think too much, i know... further ahead of future...

but hey if Dr M didn't think further there'll be no KLCC, KLIA, F1 Sepang and Proton...

nothing's wrong to transform yourself to be better...

xoxo

stop thinking -_-

bonjour,

stop thinking about it,

don't judge their past,

take care of your heart,

stop thinking,

stop feeling miserable,

get the drama out,

just pray they'll understand,

stop thinking,

please do.

xoxo

candlelight dinner

bonjour,

candlelight dinner at Jimbaran...

watched the fireworks by the beach...

watched the airplanes passed the beach to the airport...

felt the sand on our toes...

listened to live music...

ate fresh seafood, owh yummy!

such a beautiful atmosphere...

now i'm back to the city...

may not get the same atmosphere anymore...

but as for the candlelight dinner here in the city...

i wish i can have candlelight dinner at Sky Bar, Traders Hotel...

because the view seems to promote a carefree atmosphere....

:)

xoxo

Don't Take My Smile Away :)

bonjour,

you've took away my late mum's smile...

and i won't let you take mine :)

so try to put me down, you are messing with a wrong person...

i may not be as nice as my late mum because i've learnt how to deal with bad people...

so i have rights to fight for myself and my late mum...

btw, may Allah forgive your sins, your past doings towards us...

there's nothing more i can do except for praying...

rest in peace as we are Muslim by blood...

xoxo

surfer crossing :)

bonjour,


i'm all tanned...

but it's all worth it... :)

for the first time i'm not afraid of the big waves...

this and all other experiences will be missed :')


xoxo

when i'm bored

bonjour,

this is what i do...

smile for a better day...

xoxo

hero in the series.

bonjour,

quiet annoyed with Malay series nowadays...

it's like we are back to zero education....

what i'm really disappointed with the hero in the series...

it's like most of them will rape the girls they love...

for them that's how to show some love...

but "rape" is not equivalent to "make love"...

because rape is forcing someone to do sexual intercourse...

and then they can marry their dream girls...

the girls fall in love with him...eh, wait with the rapist!

please people, raping is not normal...

imagine your sister, mother, daughter or anyone close to you have been raped...

of course we are mad and we deserve to bring justice...

rapist usually will get canned and locked in the prison for quiet a long time...

so there you know it's not something normal...

before you go "awwh, Seth Tan is so sweet"...

think again, he's a rapist...

if you think, "ala, cerita je tu"

well a story is supposed to give us a life lesson...

something we can learn if we misbehave...

so there should be an action acting towards the bad behaviour in the story...

show to people what to do if we are dealing with bad people...

because we all deserve a respect...

xoxo

abroad?

bonjour,


when i was a in intec, lot's of students were eager to study abroad...

so did i... but i thought again about the purpose of studying abroad...

well, actually i just thought about that just now when i was eating my home cook spaghetti carbonara... ;) ;)

ermm... it hit me why all mat salleh never bragged about studying abroad?

they are international students everywhere in the university nowadays...

all come from different ethnics and races...

but sokay i just wanna focus on mat salleh's mentality...

compare to Malay drama, it seems like every anak Dato' or Tan Sri must be studying abroad...

one problem is they will brag about it to people...

"Ni lah Daniel, baru je balik UK"

"Introducing my daughter, Lela. She just finished her medic school in Russia"

hurm... it seems like the purpose of finding education is gone once they show off...

as for mat salleh's movie, they never brag about studying abroad...

i don't know if you ever notice that but they seldom actually introduce themselves as someone who just got home from studying overseas...

they appreciate their country very much so they don't show off about other countries...

now i realize, how low our mentality when we keep using the word studying abroad just to preserve our pride...

yes, i'd been in a situation where i was a disgrace to the family because i couldn't study abroad...

they were ashamed because i couldn't make it... in fact i never ashamed of myself *weird

and i was like "i've never entered that university so i have nothing to lose"...

that's the problem when they bragged about studying abroad and they were ashamed for something that they NEVER had... again,weird...

all i care about is finishing ACCA, so that i'm able to work at an audit firm before i enter commercial line...

insyaAllah, i'll try to get the title of Chartered Accountant asap...

so please keep things low people, remember if Allah wanna take it back all the good things He'll take it in just seconds...

you may have the rezeki now, but you never know about tomorrow... #notetomyself

xoxo

too friendly. not nice.

bonjour,

we all need to be friendly...

being a stuck up bitch is not nice...

somehow it has limits, in fact everything has limits...

don't cross the boundaries...

that's when people make mistakes...

they go beyond the name of NORMAL relationship...

at one point they ignore what their close one feels...

take care of each other hearts...

what doesn't matter for you may matter to others...

xoxo

hidup bukan setakat hari ini.

bonjour,

kalo diberi umur panjang oleh Tuhan, bersyukur sangat...

maknanya hidup panjang, akal pun perlu panjang...

nape kalo kita pikir jao ke masa depan, orang akan kata kuat berangan?

kita tak boleh hidup berlandaskan kenangan bukan... (baru baca Awek Chuck Taylor)

so perlulah ite pandang jao supaya dapat majukan diri...

kalo tak ada matlamat macam mana nak buat yang terbaik dalam hidup?

pretty house comes with pretty effort...

salah ke berangan? yes, saya suka berangan sebab benda tu buat saya motivated...

hidup bukan setakat hari ini...

sedia ke ite untuk esok?

ite rancang hidup sebab ite nak bersedia untuk ape je berlaku...

bila dah tinggal sebatang kara macam ni baru ite tau susah nya hidup...

hidup bukan untuk survive hari ini sahaja...

xoxo