Wednesday, September 21, 2011

sedondon!


bonjour,


one of our wishes had been fulfilled ;)




i think Eid is almost over, finally...

got lots of plans coming right up!

can't wait!

:)


xoxo

Saturday, September 17, 2011

better silent -.-



bonjour,


better silent than actually tell them...

it won't make any difference...

if i tell it won't fulfill my dreams...

one thing for sure, they already fulfill their dreams...

not happy with the news...

i better silent...

not worth of hurting my own feelings...

they don't care about my feelings...

i know where i stand now...

not the only choice anymore...

if i'm gone it won't be a problem to anyone...


xoxo


Friday, September 16, 2011

maturity volume II...



bonjour,


this is like the third week of Eid...

at my hometown i bet there's no more celebration of Eid...

but here in the west of Malaysia people are still busy throwing Eid celebration...

which means more delicious food to eat! :D




again this time after meeting lots of people and observing most of them, i can see there's still lack of maturity no matter how old we are...

i'm not saying that i'm matured enough but through them i can learn what NOT to do ;)

through FB we can see that most people that are loud are not necessarily handling the situation very well...

all they concern about is their egos, but not on how to settle the problem...

instead they are being mad all day and holding grudge...


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at my hometown the old folks seem not trying to understand sometime how i feel...

they keep pushing me to do things that is out of my capability...

instead of asking me,

"How's your studies?", "Are you doing well?", "Is there anything we can do to help?"

they keep asking me,

"Bile nak balik?", "Tak elok la tinggalkan rumah", "Tolong la kemaskan rumah", "Balik la rumah, mak datang jenguk rumah"



these looks can hurt you no matter how close they are to you.


i mean WTH! they are not motivating me at all!

"Mak datang jenguk rumah"? i thought human souls are separated from our world...

and anyone who see anything similar to those who had gone are actually Satan...

they want to astray us for sure... (correct me if i'm wrong)

gosh! you are older than me, you should know better and help me go through hard times...

i argue a lot and becoming more defensive lately...

i become strict when answering the questions and i no longer smile...

they are maybe my family and older than me but what they did is not appropriate according to my style...

sorry for being rude but if i don't like it, i tell them how i feel... enough said...

now i'm starting my class already and ready to put all the negativity behind...




Loving a man is like loving a child; if you don’t correct them when they upset you.... they will never learn how to treat you with respect. - Quoted




btw, Malaysia vs Oman : 0-1 ;)


xoxo












Monday, September 12, 2011

tulang rusuk :')



bonjour,



Tulang rusuk Adam yang hilang, biarlah dia yang mencarinya sendiri. Hawa pula,

tunggulah dan bersabarlah, tak perlulah kamu yang mencari Adam. Kerana kamu tetap

tulang rusuknya yang hilang, dia akan datang mencarimu dan mengambilmu satu hari

nanti. Apa yang boleh kamu usahakan Hawa ialah berdoa agar Adam yang datang itu

adalah Adam yang beragama, beramal dengan agamanya dan punya akhlak yang

baik. Dengan kata lain dapat membimbing kamu ke jalan yang lurus untuk ke syurga. ♥ :D


xoxo

Saturday, September 3, 2011

not surprised...



bonjour,


"I'm not surprised. The UN is a creature of the United States and the US is a

creature of Israel. The US will legalise every crime committed by Israel and the

UN will rubber stamp any US directive," said Dr Mahathir in a written statement yesterday.


Read more: Findings 'a joke', says Dr Mahathir http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/2masam/Article#ixzz1WobvcRAj


xoxo

Friday, September 2, 2011

being a mommy -.-



bonjour,


i saw this cute baby at an open house event yesterday...

so chubby and so cute!

i didn't know how to hold a baby to be honest...

so i only held her for a while because she started crying...

eee.... ngada nak dukung plak...

being a mommy is surely tough aite...

pregnancy is scare enough plus the giving birth moment is beyond scary...

that sacrifices a woman made are more than words can describe...

you people gotta appreciate woman after what she did...

no woman no life :)


*and she's only 3 months old ;p


xoxo