he's just not that into you

bonjour,

i was sitting around on the couch with my girlfriend...

and we were watching "He's Just Not That Into You"...

i remember watching this movie last year at the cinema...

we talked about relationship,etc...

and here are few quotes that i like from the movie...

So trust me when I say if a guy is treating you like he doesn't give a shit, he genuinely doesn't give a shit. No exceptions.

seriously, that's true aite...

think about it, don't let them treat you like you are worthless..;p

there are another quotes...

If a guy doesn't call you, he doesn't want to call you.

What if you meet the love of your life, are you supposed to let them pass you by?

I just need you to stop being nice to me unless you're gonna marry me.

So what now I'm just supposed to turn from every guy who doesn't like me?
Uh. Yeah!

but i like this one the most...

A wise person once told me that if a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it

happen, no matter what.

nice movie...

it helps me understand more about relationship...

let's make the best of what we have now, aite :)

xoxo

today...

bonjour,

today is a tiring day...puff!

the weather is so hot and i'm so thirsty...

and i'm bored, nobody's there to accompany me...+_+

i've to wait for another 3 1/2 hours to break the fast...

waiting is killing me...

sokay, i can't wait for this...

but for other stuff, please don't make me wait...

be patient, hidayah :D

today, all my family members were overslept...

we didn't wake up for sahur...;p

my mom woke up at 7 am, and of course it just way too late for sahur...

never mind, it's part of the challenges...

i need someone who can wake me up for sahur...

is there anyone i know who is willing to do so...?

please...;)

xoxo

:)

bonjour,

"A true friend is one who overlooks your failures and tolerates your success!"

- Doug Larson

thanks for your support, friends... ;)

i really appreciate it especially at this hard time...

xoxo

stressful +_+

bonjour,

these few days have been so stressful to me...

soooooo many challenges in this month of Ramadhan...

from bad results to my grandma's sister is warded...

it is sad watching my mama tok lying on the bed helplessly...:'(

i don't know how to face people around me...

most of the time i show them that i'm strong enough to handle this...

but i'm not actually...

finally, i broke down into tears yesterday...

i didn't tell anyone about the pain inside...

i thought by ignoring the pain and focused on the happy stuff can make me happy...

guess what...? it didn't work out that way...

i only ignored the pain instead of facing it...

and now i fell like i'm half dead...

it's better of if i'm dead i think...

i'm so messed up right now and i don't know what to do...

i don't know who i can talk to...

i don't know if anyone still care, though...

xoxo

moving on...

bonjour,

i've closed the-two-years-doing-alevel's chapter...

and now i'm moving on...

to a better chapter in my life...

insyaAllah...

xoxo

the day after tomorrow...

bonjour,

the day after tomorrow...

is it gonna be a disaster...?

or a day full of joy...?

the email stated,

Your results day is Thursday August 19. You will be able to access your results from 06:00AM GMT.

Good luck with your results from all at Edexcel!

OMG!! yes, i'm gonna need some luck here...!

6 am GMT means 2 pm Malaysia time...

and again, WARNING!

DON'T EVER ASK ME HOW'S MY RESULT ONCE IT IS RELEASED...

i'll let you know whenever i'm ready...

i don't know how to handle this...

my heart is beating so fast...

i try to act cool, even i'm not cool at all right now...

it's hard to breathe whenever i think about this...

Ya Allah, give me strength...

xoxo

so tired! :P

bonjour,

today is the third day of Ramadhan...

and i can feel the challenges already...puff!

as for yesterday, i had done my medical check up! horrey!

i've done the x-ray, mantoux test, urine test and blood test!

see...i'm a healthy girl! ;)

i did my blood test at KBMC, a private hospital...

because it will take 2 months to obtain the result if we do it at government hospital...

but only an hour at private hospital...

now u can see the difference between government and private sector...

and i had to weigh my weight too and guess what...

i've lost 2 kg!!! joy! :D

strike a pose *wink*

spiritually , i feel more calm...

any heart feelings or grudge or anger, i try to put that behind...

i don't need to recall any of the bad experiences...

let by gone be by gone...it's better to forgive and forget...

(even some people like to forgive but they won't forget)

they are part of the chapters in my life, and i've closed those chapters...

now i'm moving forward...

as for now, i can't wait to break the fast...! :)

xoxo

Ramadhan has arrived :)

bonjour,

today is the first day of fasting...

i'm quiet tired, but i put that tiredness away...

well, for this Ramadhan i decide to improve myself physically and mentally...

this is a good month to avoid any CIGGIES (and etc) for everybody...

and i need to stop stalking people in Facebook especially...:P

not just in Facebook but sometime in other people's BLOG...

sometime when we read their comments, status, or their stories...

we tend to translate that stories in a negative way...

like, "What are they chatting? Are they flirting?"...

and recently, i've read this BLOG...

and my heart was beating so fast...

then, i started to think...

"Why that person send Ramadhan wish to that person FIRST but not to me?

i'm NOT that important, i guess.."

from now on, i have to stop those negative thoughts...

it's not good to BRAG or talk something bad about others...

it's a month full of blessing...

i have to welcome it, appreciate it, and practice myself to be good...

he sent me Ramadhan wish...

and he said something like "even though he knows i couldn't be fasting for the whole month" ...:P

of course, i can't..it's a girl thing....*wink*

and my friend, aminin sent me Ramadhan which sound more or less like him...

guys are jealous, i think...because they don't have any excuses to skip fasting...(just kidding :P)

for the guys out there, don't skip fasting yar...

happy Ramadhan everyone!

xoxo

old stuff ;D

bonjour,

i've been a potato couch lately...

so i do some treasures hunt at home...

it's not that my house is full of treasures... duhh...

but i'm so damn bored...! puff!

but then, all of sudden i found this...

it's my mom's old leather clutch bag!!

i'm excited actually, because i've been dying to buy a clutch bag...!

i almost bought a Dorothy Perkin's clutch bag months ago you know...

it just that my bank account says "no".. ;'(

but there is always blessing in disguise, aite...

it's vintage and i think it's quiet chic...

in fashion, i think you have to combine the old and new stuff sometime...

xoxo

diariku...

bonjour,

tetibe hari ni nak tulis post dalam bahasa melayu. boley kan...?

ermm... saya bangun awal hari ni... dalam pukul 9am dah bangun...

awal la tu. kalo tak saya bangun pukul 12pm. ;)

bile celik je mata, banyak benda saya fikir... saya termenung kejap atas katil...

lepas tu, saya ambik handphone... ada 7 missed call...

saya telefon awk balik, tapi awak tak angkat...

sejam lepas tu, awak SMS...

awak cakap awak dalam kelas...

bile awak ada rehat selepas tu, awak telefon saya...

saya tak sempat angkat, tapi saya telefon awak balik, awak angkat...

awak cakap nanti awak nak telefon saya lagi... saya cakap okay...

lepas tu, tok che (nenek saya) suruh saya sidai kain...

saya pun pergi sidaikan kain... rajinkan saya hari ni...

mungkin juga saya sibukkan diri sebab saya tak mahu otak saya bercelaru...

kemudian saya mandi...

selalunya saya liat utuk mandi pagi...

tapi hari ini boleh dikatan awal saya mandi...

orang cakap bila waktu solat jumaat, orang laki pergi masjid, orang perempuan pergi shopping...

shopping la sangat... saya teman mak saya shopping barang dapur jer...

bosan la shopping barang dapur... asyik kena tolak troli jer...

sampai je rumah, awak telefon saya...

kite bincang cara baik...

saya maafkan awak sebab kalau saya buat silap, awak pun maafkan saya...

saya pun tak mahu bebankan diri saya dengan masalah lagi...

selepas tu saya rasa lega sangat semua dah balik normal ;)

petang tadi saya makan cempadak...

lepas maghrib saya tidur sekejap...

mungkin penat setelah sekian lama saya tak bangun awal pagi...

bangun jer, perut saya berbunyi...

saya belum makan malam lagi...

sekarang dah pukul 10 pm...

saya nak makan dulu ye...:P

xoxo

just listen...

bonjour,

i wanna talk about the art of listening...(is it an art? whatever :P)

it seems like nowadays when a person has problem, people around her tend to turn their back away form her...

they are not willing to listen to her story; just to ease her pain...

maybe they only give her a few shots...

if she constantly has problem, people will lose interest...

i don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing...

but seriously, she just wants to be heard...

why is it so hard for others to listen...

some people always ask,

"why do people always seek us only when they have problem?"

but think about it...

aren't you doing the same thing when you have problem...?

perhaps they don't feel or understand that person's pain at that moment...

that is why they just turn their deaf ears to her story...

no wonder some people are willing to pay hundreds of ringgit per session of therapy...

it's not because they have mental illness but they just want to be heard...

come on guys, just be patient...

there's nothing wrong to just lend your ears for a while...

just put yourself in that situation at that moment...

you too will feel miserable and lost if you keep things or problem to yourself...

for a while, don't be selfish...

be empathy because the world does not always evolve around you...

and this is also a reminder to myself...

hope we can be better in person... ;)

xoxo

babbling :P

bonjour,

i just got back from KL...puff!

a short trip but full of fun! :D

well, being at home means more sleeping and eating...

gosh! i wish i could shed those body fat away...huhu...

i'm back to my old boring routine...

nobody's here to accompany me... :'(

everybody has started classes...

but i'm still at home waiting for the results...

speaking about the results...

for anyone out there who knows me...

please don't ask how's my result once it is released...

i like to keep it to myself...

i only let you know if i feel like telling you guys ;)

maybe right now i should start thinking about Eid Mubarak...

i don't know what to prepare during the big day...

my mum asks me to bake cookies... (leceynyer) ... :P

we'll see how it goes...hehe...

only a week left for Ramadhan... can't wait!

xoxo