too much =_=

bonjour,

i don't know how to handle this...

a beautiful plan will come true soon...

but something just come in the way...

it seems i have to cancel the plan...yucks!

this is TOO MUCH for me...

i'm overwhelmed...

i'm sad, heart broken, and constantly crying every second...

i could not think straight now...

i just want the plan to go well just like in my dream...

help me, god...

xoxo

Joy! :D

bonjour,

i decide to put aside any negative thoughts that i have...

and focusing more on what's making me happy...=)

nothing much going on at home...

there was one day i went to Pantai Irama, Bachok for Pesta Wau...

it's pretty amazing, i have to say... :D

lot's of people sold kites there...

there were few competitions like "Kites Making", "Flying Kites" and "Dikir Barat"...

people from every state in Malaysia and also Thailand took part in the competition...

Faizal AF was also there, but i didn't meet him or watch his show :P

well, it's an annual event here, let's hope it's getting bigger next year...

people in KL known for it's UPTOWN...

but in Kelantan, it is well known for Rantau Panjang...

it is situated at the border of Thailand...

and i think the price is much cheaper than any Uptown ...:)

i was happened to be there last saturday...

accompanying my mom's friend who came from shah alam...

gosh! she did spent hundreds of ringgit (or maybe thousands) shopping here...!

surprisingly, i didn't shop... :P

i only bought two football jersy... (spain and japan)

well, they are not for me...

they are for fadhli and his friend...

i'll give them to you this saturday yar :)

i'm looking forward for more days that are full of joy! :D

xoxo

how about me???

bonjour,

lately i've been thinking about my future...

i don't know what's my future is going to be...

now most of the people i know are living and experiencing the so-called CAMPUS life...

but as for me, i just finished my A-LEVEL...

i'm just a college student...

i'm still waiting for my A-LEVEL result...

some people don't even have to go through the HARDSHIP of A LEVEL experience...

but still they can manage to study ABROAD...=_=

in FACEBOOK, a lot of people are talking about their campus life...

how they are happy to finish their FIRST year at the university...

i can see their joy when they receive their end of year result...

HOW ABOUT ME???

i can't drop any comment when they post this type of status =(

i'm envy with these people...

because we are at the same age, but i'm still not entering any UNIVERSITY yet...

if i'm doing well in A-LEVEL, i hope to pursue my study in medicine...InsyaAllah

2 years A-LEVEL, 5 years medicine..gosh!

others may have been graduated, getting a job or maybe getting married...

HOW ABOUT ME???

i'm still stuck in the university...*sigh*

this is the path i chose, aite...

i just have too live with it...

but still, I'm Jealous With Those Who is Experiencing the University's Life now..

i hope my time will come soon... i just need to pray.. :D

if i could not make the cut to enter medic school, i'll think of something else...

(it's not the end of my life, aite) :P

maybe, there's something big waiting for me out there...

have faith...

xoxo

IMY! :D

bonjour,

i miss my comot lorh... :P

xoxo

open your eyes +_+

bonjour,

i wanna see things artistically...

i wanna be able to interpret things differently...

i wanna enjoy the beauty of mother nature...

i wanna taste the things that i never taste...

i wanna experience the seasons change from time to time...

i just wanna appreciate every moment in my life...

xoxo

boredom :B

bonjour,

i don't what else to do...

so bored...

:B

xoxo

an EX...

bonjour,

i just copy this quote from my friend's status actually...

kinda like this status though...

it says, "An "ex" is called an "ex" because it's an EXample of what you shouldn't have again in the future!"

short, simple and UNDERSTANDABLE :D

xoxo

ordinary day

bonjour,

gosh! it just another ordinary, boring day!!

well, i choose not to do any activities...

it's only because i don't have much energy nowadays...

not because of doing house chores...

but because i've been fasting..hehe

(ngade2 baru nak ganti puasa) :P

i'd just finished reading all three books of Lagenda Budak Setan...

(Lagenda Budak Setan, Katerina, Kasyah Lagenda Berakhir)...

it's tiring reading all these three novels...

too many ups and down in the stories...puff!

the books were published during the 80's...

but they become the "it" thing now since the movie came out...

since the stories become the hot stuff now, the book is rarely available at the market...*sigh*

luckily, i got someone who already owned the books since it was first published...

now i'm moving on to the next book from my favorite author, Paulo Coelho...=)

it is called "The Winners Stand Alone"...

like for today, i woke up at 1pm...

watching World Cup Finals last night was all worth it...

(even though it took another 30 minutes extra time)

because Spain won!!! yippee!!! congrats!

the world cup is now ended..

now, there will be no more stay ups...

and no more overslepts

(well, i hope so...) :P

xoxo

past, present, future...

bonjour,

the past, the present and the future...

all of these are just phases or chapters in our life...

the PAST taught us to be matured...

the experiences are damn important because it builds up our personalities...

we have to learn from our mistakes...

but like we all know, let by gone be by gone...

good memories remains, but forget the bad memories...

the memories you have, you should just lock them...

sometime you should just KEEP THE MEMORIES TO YOURSELF...

(cases like ex-husband or ex-wife or ex-gf or ex-bf )

because you never know if others may have been OFFENDED by you past...

if the memories only prevent you from moving on, that's not healthy...

you shouldn't be tied to the past because you have your whole life ahead...

if you keep looking back the past then how you gonna move forward...??

at PRESENT, you have to appreciate what you have...

embrace what you have now...

do your best in everything because you never know if you ever get this chance again...

you have to remember that all good things do come to an end...

so before it reaches it's end, make the best out of it...

as for the FUTURE, we can only hope and pray...

nothing's wrong with planning for the future...

but we know that the power is not in our hands...

whatever happens in the future, we just have to be strong to deal with it...

accept any possibilities and challenges with open heart...

it's okay to CRY if things does not work out like we've planned...

but come back stronger and wiser...

xoxo

holiday :D

bonjour,

welcome home, hidayah!

yes, it's good to be home...!

i just love being lazy all day...

lazy bum bum just like Bubu (my friend's cat)

curled up on bed till noon...

and watching FIFA world cup at night...(so not productive..hehe)

germany vs spain; it's a boring match i have to say...

but i'm glad Spain won! :D

all i do is eat and eat and eat...

i baked brownies the other day...

it tasted delicious! (bragging aite :P)

brownies with ice cream and chocolate syrup ((:

but i feel fat now seriously +_+

i'm glad to be able to meet my girls...(BFF!)

gossiping and watching football together...

i realize how valuable our friendship is...

for better or worse, we always support each other... (:

life is sweet aite :P

xoxo

day after day... :D

bonjour,

it's been a while i haven't updated my blog...

i'd been super busy..puff!

28th June

-done with my final paper...uweeee!!!!

-end of a level!!! :))

29th June

-got some packing stuff to do...

-lots of books and clothes i had to pack...so tiring ;(

30th June

-exactly at 1.30 pm me and him (and the gang) depart to Semenyih...

-we stopped by at Kajang first just to watch Spain vs Portugal ;)

-yeah, spain won...congrats!

-then at 4.30am, we departed to Broga Hill..

-went all the way up to the top...

-GOSH! tiring!! but it was F**king Awesome!

-got to watch sunrise with him... :D

nice view, aite...

-even though it had been a struggle to go all the way up there, but i'm glad i did...

-it was meaningful to me, to US...((:

-at night on the same day, i had to attend an annual dinner...

-it was held at Sunway Resort & Spa...

-it was a night to remember...totally!

i'm officially an ALUMNI of INTEC... ((:

1st July

-went to KFC, to have our last breakfast together before the holiday got started...

-sad... :(

2nd July

-arrived HOMETOWN...!!! :D

-is hibernating at home now...joy :P

that's all from me...

xoxo