The Princess and The P.M.S....=_=

bonjour,

PMS...

this situation never really understood by guys...

i mean, come on, they don't have estrogen and progesterone...

they never experienced the imbalanced of these two hormones...

it's because they only have ONE sex hormone that is testosterone...

Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) is a combination of physical and emotional disturbances that occur after a woman ovulates and ends with menstruation. -wikipedia

oh, man...

you have no idea how tough is it to handle this situation...

at one point i feel sssssssssssooooooooooooo angry!

even though it is about a small mistake...

and then i bring up all those past mistakes, which only add fuel on fire...

it's all happen basically for no reason...

however, i still find reasons to fight...

then, i'll feel guilty, start apologizing, crying and so on...lalalala...

but other time i can be soooooooo nice, super ANGEL.....;p

at that moment, i'm confuse which one is the REAL me...

how complicated is that...puff!

at the same time, my appetite for food is increasing...

especially to all those sweet food, like ice cream, chocolate, milkshake...

and not to forget cheezy food.....yum2!

yup2, all those FAT go down to my little tummy...;p

then, i got thirsty easily... i'll drink non-stop...

and then i got tired easily....

my muscle cramp...

my stomach is bloating...

i easily get headache...

i get insomnia...

i feel stress out most of time...

anxiety getting worse...

and the lists go on...

you may not interested with the lists any more...

but that's what happen...!

and that's what everybody should know...

even guys!

they gonna get married one day...

they have to prepare themselves handling their wifes' PMS...

so just be PATIENT kay...

and don't mess around with her..;p

it's a monthly experience...wutta moment...

xoxo

bonne anniversaire!!!!!!!!!!

bonjour,

j'ai 20 ans aujourd'hui. oui, 20 ans!!!

i'm getting older and hopefully wiser...

here are some of my birthday gifts and celebrations.....;)

this is from my mom...thank mak! i got this few weeks before my birthday xcely..

it was bought earlier because i just couldn't wait to own this nikon D5000....(:

23th march 2010... the nite before my bday...they crashed my room....! wutta surprise....

they don't want their pictures to be published....(censored)....;p

hair pruduct,,,hehe,,,, (juz because i have new hairstyle)

espresso cheese cake...=)

thanx girls....;)

24th march 2010, at secret recipe with fadhli...(:

his cafe au lait...;p

thanx for stopping by....;p

another surprise from fadhli....

last but not least....

this one does wrap up the day....

so cute! so gmuks! i like...(:

mr fluffy....thanx honey...(:

today i'm the happiest girl on earth...

"girl"...? maybe "young lady" would be better....hehe...

p/s :

just took the pic of this soft toy..

thanx aminin!

xoxo

DOWN +_+

baby are you down down down down down...........lalalala~

yes, i am DOWN....

not to the song "Down" by Jay Sean...

but i am down today...

because of my exam results...

gosh when can they bring sunshine to my day...

now i have lost hope towards my dreams...

i have big dreams...(and love day dreaming too..=p)

and i always work hard so that i can fulfill those dreams...

but nowadays no matter how hard i tried, i can't seem to get what i want...

i'm busting my ASS OFF everyday...

my day is so dull at one point because it's only about books....

yup! books all day.... (erk.. i meant not rili 24 hours, i still can catch up with my COMOT)

but still....it's so freaking B-O-R-I-N-G......!

DREAM BIG....

hurm...what if i don't achieve that?

should i have back up plans?

some said, you don't need back up plans because u can do it....

maybe i can do it...insyaallah...

but if i still don't get it, what should i do?

*sigh*

life's is unpredictable....

anything could happen...

i just have to face it anyway....

i'm a strong girl...

nothing can let me DOWN...

there must be something better waiting for me ahead...

i should believe that...

and i should not stop believing...

now there it goes the Glee soundtrack "Don't stop believing" playing in my head....

let's pray for the BEST then....(:

i hope my future will be as bright as the sunshine.....

xoxo

this is nice...;)

bonjour,

i found this article and no doubt it does help in a relationship.......heeeeeeeeeeee (:

How to Keep Fire in Your Relationship Burning

~ Don't forget date night.

When you're on your dates, treat each other the way you did when you first started dating.

~ Give a proper greeting.

When your significant other comes home at night, meet them at the door and give them a big kiss.

~ Keep on kissing.

When you wake up in the morning, make sure you kiss your partner. Before you go to bed at night, make sure you are connected with your significant other and kiss them goodnight.

~ Break the routine.

One of the best ways to do this is to set a romantic mood.Do anything that's out of your normal routine.

~Send a "no special reason" message.

That one "I love you" message will make your partner feel happier.

~ Leave a surprise note.

If you leave early for work, leave a card saying, "I'll be thinking of you all day long" or "I really love the way you and I are together." Write something simple but beautiful.

~ Be there even when you're apart.

If you travel for business or other reasons, leave a sweet note for your partner before you leave.

xoxo

BOB CUT!!!

bonjour,

uweeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............

finally i got to cut my hair......SHORT!

it's been a while since i cut it short....

last time i remembered when i was 12 years of age...xD

i've been admired katie holmes' hairstyle...

she looks young and fresh...

katie holmes...

super-stylish, that i decide to copy her hairstyle...=)

i love my bangs and would prefer to keep it for a while...so...

VOILA~

~wink2...~

i feel good....(:

xoxo

maybe i'm just not good enough....

mood: emo

recently i had updated my status in facebook about 'lock ur past n embrace wut u have today'

well, it seems that i ve to use dat phrase more often...

it may have been becoz of certain people who juz couln't let go of their past..

why r u still thinking abt ur past?

why can't u appreciate wut's in front of u?

okay, memories......should not be erased aite..

but can't u juz keep it to urself...?

y u still have to sell ur previous stories..?

bragging abt it each day..?

u don't ve to reveal it ONLINE abt wut u use to ve..

can u plz respect the other party...

maybe she's hurt knowing that it wasn't her dat u talk abt...

n she's standing in front of u...

or mayb it is becoz she is not gud enuff....

wuteva she did is not gud enuff perhaps...

n dat's y u wish 2 go back 2 things u used 2 have...

u go ahead n make the best choice 4 u, kay...

as long as nobody get hurt...

(but that seem impossible)

*sigh*

p/s: this is juz wut my heart says, a one side opinion...

my little heart...

that is very fragile...

easily being broken...

those who love me will appreciate it...

will keep it alive...

and never let it tears apart...

xoxo

the mood swings....

lately i have to say that my brain is dead and i'm being a bit unhappy...
i don't have any huge problems xcely... but i'm being a bit more sensitive than usual... all the small things irritate me easily... (tolong ar jgn cr psl~)

GET OVER YOURSELF HIDAYAH!!!!!

i miss my teddy bear a.k.a my buncit...
i don't bring it home this time...
i use to hug it whenever i'm sad...
now i'm alone......:'(

i want second teddy bear bigger than the one that i have...
i love soft toys.. there are nice to hold...

but it seems that i NEVER gonna get ANY teddy bear soon...sob..sob..

well hidayah, u know u should "EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED"...
or maybe u should not expect anytink anymore...
(sounds like someone is giving up)....hohoho...






p/s: my photo is taken by comot...

xoxo

my new thing....(:

bonjour!
comment allez-vouz?
well, i have to say this is my first time blogging...
i just realize that there are too many obstacles in my life nowadays...
it's hard to express my own feelings to others, because people just won't listen sometime..
i found that the only way to express my feelings is by writing a journal...
a diary? boring medium....duhh...
so i create a blog a.k.a my journal...
place where i can reveal what my heart wanna say and the drama that surround me these days...
life is a drama, we are the actors that play certain roles in the drama, our journey is a plot that build up the drama.....let's make a wonderful drama then....



xoxo