hati.

bonjour,


hati kena keras.

hati tak boleh sentiasa ingat kesilapan lalu.

hati kena belajar dari kisah lalu.

hati tak boleh selalu merungut ibu bapa sudah tiada untuk bagi motivasi.

hati perlu motivasikan diri sendiri. 

hati tak boleh sentiasa susahkan orang lain. 

hati jangan bersedih selalu.

hati perlu gembira dengan nikmat Tuhan.

xoxo

future :O

bonjour,


the thought of having a bright future scares me lately...

these few days i did a lot of thinking...

i became emotionless, i stayed in my room a lot...

i thought hard, i didn't know what to plan anymore...

maybe i should stop thinking and just go with the flow...

as long as i'm still studying, i'll think a lot...

because i don't think i've achieved anything big yet...

finishing my studies, getting a job would be huge achievements...

and of course after those achievements people will get married...

see, i think a lot... *maybe because i'm on my own without my mom now

just be positive :)

p/s : do watch this Petronas advertisement. very touching. :')


xoxo

hard way :')

bonjour,


ACCA is a tough job, failure is normal...

if you want to study ACCA you have to be really strong...

and don't let failure drowns you...

so what if we fail? repeat je la... ;p life is a learning process indeed

insyaAllah with the qualification it's easier to get a job...

as for me, i'm not really looking forward for a convocation ceremony...

because it's not like my late mum is going to be there... (or perhaps no one is going to be there either)

but i'm still happy for those of my friends who already finished studies! congrats! now pray for me ;)

i choose this even though i know it's tough because through the difficulties i'm still happy :-)

we have to learn the hard way if we want to have great benefits in the future...

and i don't mind learning it the hard way :)

agree to disagree.

bonjour,


we humans, we come from different backgrounds...

we have different opinions about certain things and on how we carry ourselves...

we love to critic others and yet we don't know how to advice or argue with people nicely...

we are not even their families, friends or special ones and don't even know them from the start, but still we love to make a big fuss about things...

if we wanna argue or advice people (to strangers) we should :-

- tell the good side of the opinions to encounter the bad side...

- say the opinions with wise words and full of info...

- don't yell or use harsh words...

- don't go out of track...

- not expect people to change even though we are advising for a good course...

- know limits...

- not forcing them to accept our  opinions, instead respect theirs...

- don't condemn much because we are not perfect either and we don't know the reason behind their    behaviours

people always wanna win including me...

and we become defensive, we have to in order to face this mean worlds...

if it's about jobs, professionally we are easier to accept advises...

but when it come to personal things it's hard to go against our principles...

think and think before we react...



xoxo

education and money.

bonjour,


sebenarnya kan agak annoying dengar orang cakap "takde duit" bila bab nak beli buku...

seriously, muka orang berduit tapi berkira bila bab education...

tak tau la kalo keluarga ada financial problem  or anything, not that i've heard of...

tapi tak perlu la berkira sangat kalo bab cari ilmu...

kadang2 ni lah silapnye orang melayu...

mereka kurang menabung untuk education...

kesian anak kena pikir pasal duit bila nak belajar...

kes ni same la jugak dengan saya...

yes, i admit, my late mom never allocated money for a quality education...

and dulu dapat biasiswa memang my late mom was a happy lady...

my mom dah cakap awal2, "mak takde duit nak tanggung adik kalo nak wat medic'

i was sad when she told that...rasa macam takde future langsung, agak down...

tapi Alhamdulillah bab nak beli buku, pegi tuisyen mak sanggup buat ape saje time sekolah dulu...

cuma melayu ni pandai bergantung kepada kerajaan...

lepas belajar wajib kerja kerajaan...

kena ubah mentaliti, kena pandai menabung...

menabung tak bermakna kedekut berbelanja cuma belanja dengan baik...

you can get anything you want if you set a priority and manage money well...


xoxo