Friday, December 31, 2010

2011 :D


bonjour,


2010 will come to and end at 12 am tonight...

i've planned so many things for this upcoming 2011...

for this 2011 i wanna... ;

1. start fresh...

2. focus and excel in class...

3. CAT, i wanna make it works!

4. manage time very well this time...

5. be able to attend as many events as possibles...

6. make more quality time with my comot...

7. be more positive and stronger when dealing with problems...

8. have low level of jealousy, because it's a waste of energy... (just a bit is still healthy :P)

9. travel across malaysia and do something new...

10. visit universal studio singapore :D

11. have 21st birthday bash... (a good one...haha!)

12. learn from the past mistakes and try 120% not to repeat them...

13. try to accept changes and forget bad things that people did to me... (what's in the past stays in the past)

14. be carefree but at the same time know my limits... (everyone should know their limits)

15. have less drama and more positive attitudes...

16. have less argument but more heart to heart discussion... (in a calm way)

17. ignore any bitches and assholes... (not worth of my attention, i deserve better)

17. just enjoy and appreciate every moment in my life before it's too late... :)






insyaAllah, i'll try to be a better person this 2011...

and try to fulfill all my wishes...


xoxo

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Malaysia vs Indonesia

bonjour,


tonight is going to mark everything for our Malaysian heroes...

last Sunday, i was at Bukit Jalil for Malaysian finals...

it was super duper awesome!!!

got to hang out with the love ones too...

i was happy with the fact that we won, 3-0...

yeah, suck it orang seberang...!

using laser light as an excuse was pretty lame, don't you think :P

here are some pictures taken from that night...










let's pray for the best tonight...

it's going to be lagen-DARY!


xoxo




Tuesday, December 28, 2010

can you make me smile?

bonjour,




mood : PMS

please don't mess with me.

just make me smile.


xoxo

Sunday, December 26, 2010

That's What You Get :P


bonjour,


as i was sitting around and did nothing this morning...

i decided to do this quationneire tagged by jufa...

thanx yar!


1. If someone says, "Is it okay?" you'll say...
Shut Up and Kiss Me
(only my comot la can do that :P)

2. How would you describe yourself?
The Great Escape
(yes, i'm good at escaping from a suck event)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Don't Rain On My Parade
(i think it means "don't make me cry", aite.haha!)

4. How do you feel today?
Like A G6
(wow! cool! i'm so fly like a G6 now)

5. What is your life's purpose?
Darkside Of The Sun
(owh yeah, the future just begun!)

6. What's your motto?
Ignorance
(i hate when people ignore me :P)

7.What do your friends think of you?
Cherry Bomb
(woot woot! am i? hehe...)

8. What do you think of you?
DJ Got Us Falling In Love Again
(so dance dance like it's the last night of your life)

9. What do you think about very often?
Oh No!
(think about the unexpected i guess..oh no! don't do that :P)

10. What is 2+2?
Kekanda Adinda
(tetibe plak lagu ni. LOL!)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Loving You
(best friend? i'm the best friend to myself..haha!)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Misery Bussiness
(i never meant to brag, but i got him where i want him now)

13. What is your life story?
Getting Over You
(try to forget bad things that people do to you)

14. What do you want to be when you grown up?
Kalau Cinta
(getting married!! LMAO!)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Down
(baby, are you down down down down down...)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Perfect Two
(awwwhh, sweet!)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
I Like It
(bongok! well at least now i know people don't care if i die :P)

18. What is your biggest fear?
Crushcrushcrush
(crush with my own hubby sudeyh)

19. What is your biggest secret?
Waka Waka
(in love with salsa maybe ;D)

20. What will you Post This As?
That's What You Get
(yeah! this what i get when i play the song in random)

i have to tag 20 people??! wow, that's a lot!


enough already... anyone out there you are free to try it..! bonne chance!

xoxo



Tuesday, December 21, 2010

owh Zanessa ;)

bonjour,


i'm sad knowing that Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron had broken up...

owh they are perfect together...

(okay, i'm a High School Musical fan ;P )

no cheating, or third party or big arguments involved...

maybe they just wanna take a break for a while...



Monday, December 20, 2010

P.O.S.I.T.I.V.E


bonjour,


wow! this is going to be a hectic week for me...

too many plans have been discussed...

and my mum looks a bit depressed about this plan to Johor...

yeah, it's about that Pet Scan treatment...

i mean it's not like the doctor has confirmed any disease...

but as usual, she gets freaked out... *sigh*

and i'm the one who have to be strong for her...

this whole situation proves that mind controls our body thing...

you know when you start to think of the negative stuff, and your body start to feel weak...

you are not sick actually, but you are over reacting about it because your mind told you so...

and then one day you become helpless and need everybody around you to do things for you...

at one point you want sympathy and become an attention seeker...

even though there are bigger things happen out there, you manage to distract people with your so-called problem...




guess what? this is not a healthy thought... :P

you are actually healthy physically, but because you think too much you become weak literally...

so i have to tell her everyday to be positive...

it's a reminder to myself as well... :)




i'm a girl and of course i like being in the spot light...

i don't like to be ignored, to be left out no knowing what's going on...

i don't like people do things behind my back...

if there's no reply in text or call, i'll think about negative stuff...(hey, most of the girls feel that) :P

and even when people that are close to me pass by in front of me and not saying "hi" will hurt my feelings...

sound stupid sometime, but these little things do keep me alive...haha!

anyhow it's time to improve myself because not everything is about me...

of course i still want the attention...

it shows that people are still care about me...

but if i don't get it, i should do things for myself...




i should clear my head from negativity that will actually could only harm me...

and for now i always pray that my mum can stand up strong because i believe nothing is wrong...

if there's terrible things happen next, so what?! we'll face them...we always do...

she's already survived cancer, she should have been prepared and strong for the next challenge...

but still i always stand by her side, and understand more of her situation...

as long as we have faith in Allah, we can get through everything aite...

insyaAllah...


xoxo