25 random facts about me ;)

bonjour,

as i was going through my blog, i realized at my shoutbox, my friend said "i tagged you ;)"

thanks yar quiyyum...;D

it's quiet tough actually to evaluate yourself...

but i came up with few facts about myself...

1. i'm the only child...

2. i was raised by my mum ever since my parents got divorced...

3. i actually never met my father and i never intend to, so far...

4. at school, people always said i'm stuck up...(but i'm not once they get to know me) ;P

5. i'm not good with kids and i like to tease them until they cry...;)

6. i took B license but i haven't finished the lesson yet...(soon, insyaAllah)

7. day dreaming is part of my daily activities...(i want BIG things always) ;p

8. i like reading! mostly something that is in touch with inner spirit...

9. i'm a VERY stubborn girl i have to say...

10. and i'm easily MAD if things does not go on my way...

11. "I love you" and "I miss you" are sacred words for me...(will not utter out to anybody except for family and life partner) ;)

12. i've learned French when i was 16.

13. i was the only student at my school who took Principle Of Accounts during SPM...

14. I Hate Cheaters! seriously...

15. always have bad luck with pets...(they end up dead) :(

16. i love presents actually...

17. i always dream to get married and have two kids ;)

18. manje sgt... ;p

19. i'm wearing spectacles ever since i was 12...

20. i looooove pasta and strawberry with chocolate :D

21. always dream of studying abroad...still have that dream until now (never give up!)

22. my favourite colour would be blue...kinda obvious actually :P

23. i'm in the relationship... (or married,as he said) :)

24. i want to travel Europe again...!

25. i loooooooooove soft toys! i never get enough of them ;P

wow! that's all i could think of...

this is kind of interesting...

feel free to discover about yourself...

xoxo

just the way you are ;)

bonjour,

listen to this song and go through the lyrics...

the video is nice and i have to say that local act is not bad at all...

trust me ;)

sneak peek from the lyrics...

Sayang sayang ku tertawan dengan matamu
hati ini berdebar debar oh selalu
senyumanmu yang mencuit jiwaku..yea..

Oh, cinta cinta kita berdua selamanya
kisah kita yang kian indah sentiasa
dunia ini bersamamu kan sempurna yea

Chorus:

Oh dan bila, hatiku terbelah dua
hanya kaulah bisa menentukannya

Oh dan bila, kita berdua berpesta
kita-kan menuju ke puncak angkasa
yeahhh yeahhhhh!

actually nik irfan is related to my friend...

she also wants me to spread the video...hehe

enjoy it, peeps!

xoxo

hot! :D

bonjour,

have you ever heard people comment on someone like "Hot la u skrg!"?

i think i always witness that...

but then why do they said "skrg"?

owh you mean that person is NOT that HOT before, huh...

olrite, i get it...:P

but then when we go through the pictures, we are like "Tak Hot pun. Tapi nape org ckp Hot?"

well, different people got different opinions aite...

beauty lies on the beholder's eyes :)

too many people have changed through out the year...

and yeah, i've witnessed a lot of transformation :P

there are some who wore tudung but once they entered college, they said no-no to tudung...

i guess they had found a new world there and wanted to be apart of it...

and then there are few people who will comment "Jakun lorh die ni" or "Ko badget ko Hot sgt ke"...

haish...funny thing... LMAO :P

whatever it is just don't lose your identity...

don't change because the environment forces you to change...

people will accept you for who you truly are...

it's their lost if they don't want to accept you for who you are...

keep it real, peeps :D

p/s : i will always see Megan Fox as the Hottest woman alive, though :P

xoxo

talk to the hand :P

bonjour,

you know that some people love to see others suffer...

they like to tease around, humiliate people and see us falling down...

it's enjoyable for some people to watch others getting MAD, HURT and CRY...

i think these type of people have low self-esteem...

it makes them feel good whenever they put people down...

and maybe they are also jealous with other's happiness...

they feel successful when they can make others miserable...

it's our job to keep our head held up high...

don't let these assholes tear you apart...

because if you do so, you are actually let them win...

so don't let them win...

don't let go of the things that belongs to you to others...

fight for what is ours...

don't let them come between you and people around you...

they are such a pain in the ass...

tell them to just talk to the hand...! duhh!

xoxo

p/s: this is just a general opinion through my observation

20102010

bonjour,

20102010 had wrapped up wonderful moments i had in KL and Shah Alam...

after 2 weeks there, i finally return to my hometown, KB...

it was a WILD ride there and we just went to Paramore concert yesterday ;)

it was superb!!!!!!!!! hayley williams was so adorable!!!

the sound system was a bit turned off, but the most important thing is we had fun!

after the concert we went to Andalus to have some briyani (yes, at 12 am) and shisha...

now that i'm back at home, i just have to live my life doing boring chores :(

my chocolate to my strawberry is no longer next to me +_+

sokay, keep missing me...

we'll meet again! =)

xoxo

*sigh*

bonjour,

hurmmmmmm....(longggggggg sigh)

i'm feeling ignored...

well, the world does not always evolve around you hidayah...

just focus on the interview now aite...

make yourself busy...

don't be miserable...

may Allah ease...

xoxo

p/s : nobody cares if i DIE now aite...hurmmm..

oh la la!

bonjour,

sometime we do feel uncomfortable with other's action...

but there's nothing we can do to stop it...

hopefully everybody sets a right intention...

"I can't deny that our path has been complicated but in the end love makes everything simple"-Blair Waldorf. Gossip Girl

xoxo

running in heels

bonjour,

these few days i'd been wondering around the city with heels...

owh yeah! i met my old friend both from SMK Zainab 1 and INTEC...

we watched movies, ate ice cream and had dinner together...

last friday, i went to Jusco Bukit Raja and watched The Switch...

such a funny movie (in a dirty way)..haha!

on Sunday, i went to KLCC and watched Dinner with Schmucks...

OMG! you guys should watch it...

it was LOL non stop...!

a good therapy to actually ease the pain... :P

then yesterday i went to IMU...

i'd been there before for an interview...(well, i couldn't make it)

but to HELL with that...!

i have my own dreams...

and IMU is not one of them...

i just went there to meet my old friends from INTEC...

yeah, they welcomed me and treated me with dinner and lunch...

well, after dinner it was kind of dangerous to go home alone (all the way to shah alam)...

so they suggested me to stay a night there...

it was fun just hanging out with few friends that had been through ups and downs together...

tooooooooooooooo many gossips were spilled...

i never knew that my own friend already got a special someone....

and other dramas were then followed up...

to have them back again in my life, after my world fell apart due to a level result was beyond words can tell...

at least i know now for sure, that it's not the end of the world if we failed once...

it's a new beginning...

xoxo

-tumblr-

bonjour,

i've just created tumblr...

feel free to visit...

http://hidayahkhazani.tumblr.com/

i'll update more soon ;)

xoxo

happy birthday honey!

bonjour,

happy birthday honey!

your are officially turn 20!

big boy, may you have a great life...

make wise decisions, it's time to be more matured ;)

i love you!

and i can't wait to eat birthday cake with you!

xoxo

airplanes ;)

bonjour,

just arrived in shah alam from kota bharu...

here are some pics before the take off ;)

xoxo

counting days ;)

bonjour,

OMG!!!!

can't wait for the day after tomorrow...!

suddenly i become so excited...!!

it's been a while i have not been out of town...

this tuesday i'm going to shah alam...

so many things and plans in my head now..

but we can only plan, in the end God will decide...

sokay, at least i can taste a different side of the world...

out of my home couch and my bed...

owh, joy!!! :D

xoxo

it's october!

bonjour,

tick tock! tick tock! october has arrived!

i can't believe time is passing so fast now...

today is the 3rd of october...

i don't have any plans today except for eating and sleeping... ;p

and also i can't wait to watch the opening ceremony of commonwealth...

1st october, i went to my neighbour's house...

they did tahlil for their newborn granddaughter...

i didn't ate because i feel fat nowadays... +_+

and then, yesterday i met my friend, Hazwan at McD for a while...

it was raining heavily for non-stop though...

that night at home, i realized something...

something about my future...

"ye, saya tak LAYAK masuk IMU...

so what...??

i'm not gonna let IMU makes my life miserable..."

i realized that i couldn't push aside any story about IMU...

people kept asking me "When are you going to enter IMU?"

well, i just answered, "I couldn't make it." end of story...

have to fight any heart feelings :P

luckily, my friends in IMU still check up on me...

i mean they still care about me and what i'm going to do next...

thanks Mariam, Paan, Aisyah for still saying "Hi" to me... =)

i realize now that my heart is not at IMU...

it is reserved somewhere else...

God knows best...

there are still upcoming events in october...

this tuesday i'm going to shah alam...

i'll be there for about two weeks... (quiet a long time)

it's also a step for me to clear my head and just face the world...

and then, the excitement will begin...

people in selangor and KL, wait for me yar ;)

i can't wait to be there...!

may Allah ease...

xoxo