too much =_=

bonjour,

i don't know how to handle this...

a beautiful plan will come true soon...

but something just come in the way...

it seems i have to cancel the plan...yucks!

this is TOO MUCH for me...

i'm overwhelmed...

i'm sad, heart broken, and constantly crying every second...

i could not think straight now...

i just want the plan to go well just like in my dream...

help me, god...

xoxo