and then i realize...

bonjour,

and then i realize it's my first birthday without my mum...

she's been there for me up until i was 20 years and 11 months old approximately...

and then she left me for good...

my neo was her last gift for me...

i'll take care of it, don't worry...

sorry, i'm not able to take you on a ride with my neo...

you were very ill already at that moment...

i'll keep your spirit and dreams inside of me...

thanks for introducing me to this world...

i'm 21 and i'll survive...

xoxo

bahagia :)

bonjour,

kebelakangan ni terasa bahagia...

bukannye tak ada masalah langsung...

bukannye tak ada terasa hati dengan orang...

hormon pun tak betul langsung sekarang...

tapi cuba hiraukan benda negatif...

cuba tidak bagi perhatian kat benda yang tak sepatut bagi perhatian...

kalo ada gundah gelana, cepat2 tolak ke tepi...

sebab saya nak bahagia...

seminggu lagi ada peperiksaan besar...

risau, stress memang ada...

rindu kat mak apatah lagi...

tapi cepat2 alih perhatian dari perasaan tu...

minggu ni banyak hal kena selesaikan...

banyak duit juga keluar nak bayar macam2...

tapi tak mahu anggap macam beban...

kalo tak memang akan murung...

saya nak bahagia je...

bahagia dengan keluarga...

bahagia dengan awak...

bahagia dengan rakan-rakan dan semua orang...

so jangan ganggu saya tengah berbahagia ini...

:)

xoxo

why so loud??

bonjour,

i'm in my room alone now...

and it was raining heavily!!

the thunders are so loud!!

why so loud?? i'm scared =_="

they make me awake from my sleep...

the lightning is everywhere...

i'm scared to open up my windows and doors...

now the thunder is roaring again!!

why so loud??

make it stop, Ya Allah...

xoxo

Pretty Girl Rock :)

bonjour,

i wanna praise myself tonight...

make myself feel good, just for tonight...

so please don't call me perasan... ;p

All eyes on me when I walk in

No question that this girl's a 10

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

My walk, my talk the way I dress

It's not my fault so please don't trip

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

Don't hate me cause I'm beautiful

xoxo

nevermind...

bonjour,

you have a strong heart, hidayah...

no matter how many people push you aside, you are gonna survive...

p/s : Sampai masa tibanya waktu, redup hati kaum berdua, bila dua jasad bersatu, hidup mati jadi bersama.

xoxo